I couldn't help but read that you're very awkward around people, i guess we have something in common because that's exactly like me, no joke nor lie. If you saw what i send to my friends on Facebook, you would believe me, but im socially awkward and I'm okay with it because at least I'm being myself rather than someone that im not and i hope we can be good friends and be awkward together, if that makes sense. Take Care, Stay Safe and always remember that you're amazing.