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Some people don't change, in a way that they are born with a cognitive function incapable of comprehending a change they can initiate in their lives or a fully conscious choice with thoughtful consideration. Either way there is none to blame.

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@NotRandeahhahhXD No....? You don't need to apologize, it was a random chain of thought of mine I find interesting to post
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NotRandeahhahhXD

@Def-not-Mar are you saying that because of me? Ok I'm sorry. I will try to change my personality around u.
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Some people don't change, in a way that they are born with a cognitive function incapable of comprehending a change they can initiate in their lives or a fully conscious choice with thoughtful consideration. Either way there is none to blame.

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@NotRandeahhahhXD No....? You don't need to apologize, it was a random chain of thought of mine I find interesting to post
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NotRandeahhahhXD

@Def-not-Mar are you saying that because of me? Ok I'm sorry. I will try to change my personality around u.
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I've never seen a Minecraft youtuber call their character their OC before, usually it's "C!Name", "my persona", or "my character", I think that's a really good way to draw a distinct line between characters and the content creators.

EvaIsSuchADiva_frfr

@Def-not-Mar Same here, the C!name especially is such a useful way to separate the fictional character from the actual creator, it avoids so much confusion in fandom discussions
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@NotRandeahhahhXD
          Hey Randah, I have unblocked you to straighten up some things that have been the underlying reason for me to block you.
          First of all, let me remind you that my Wattpad account was originally created with the sole purpose of contacting Koen, until I eventually decided to use it for some of my fanfictions, and as a replacement for my private Twitter account that was locked soon after. Even so, my account is still pretty much a space I don't want people from my other profiles to discover, hence why I linked my other socials in my bio to redirect people's attention to the better side of my online presence just in case.
          I have blocked you starting June 23rd and I have seen and acknowledged your irritation with my actions. I would like to make my reasoning clear;
          1. I did not block you for no reason, you have been nice to me and it would be disrespectful of me to disregard the efforts you have placed to appreciate me as a human being. I appreciate all the support you've given me as a small artist, it means the world to me. One habit of yours that is strictly against my morals is your usage of my and my friends' artworks without permission, which is unfortunately how I recognized you in the first place. This left a bitter taste on my tongue and even though I've tried my all not to label you as an unauthorized reposter, I have grown tired of reminding you each time and decided that blocking you is the best act to prevent conflict growing between us.
          2. Secondly, I have observed that you tend to be less sensitive in terms of others' psychological state. Before you ask why you don't see yourself that way, let me explain. Someone's impression of another individual is entirely subjective, which means the impression is measured with the person's own morals and standards, and the impression of the same person may vary. —

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@ALLIGAT0R-B0Y heyy I'm glad you agreed oomf!!!! Enforcing our boundaries is perfectly okay. Everything you've gone through being a reason to block them is valid and healthy, you don't owe an explanation nor apology, but I'm more than happy if mine represents what you feel :))))))
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ALLIGAT0R-B0Y

I haven’t posted an explanation similar to you despite wanting to, because the reason I blocked the two was heavily misinterpreted. They don’t know even the tip of the iceberg of what I’m going through, but.. that’s also the reason I didn’t post it. It is a personal reason, and about my own mental health and my own decisions. I feel I don’t owe an explanation for my boundaries, so that’s why I’ve been ignoring it all this time. I think this was very mature of you to explain your reasonings to clear up misunderstandings.
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So it’s basically a form of protection for me to block, as well as because of personal boundaries because of my ill mental state. I don’t think I would be a good role model to younger minors anyway, and I’ve already fucked up in that area because on Randeah’s message board I’m already called the fucking “Paranoia guy.” I try to keep younger people away from my profile when they try to view my mature works because I don’t want them to leave my profile seeing something they can’t unsee. No it’s not because I have a problem with people of a certain age in general (I know she tried to say on her message board once that I blocked her and Eva for that reason alone and that she saw the info in my bio, I don’t have anything in my bio restricting people of a certain age), or because it’s personal, or because I’m “rude” or “bullshit” or any of that.
            
            Yes, those are all things I’ve seen on her message board. For some reason just a week or so ago more messages were made about me, referring to me as these things, and after some misunderstanding in thinking I’ve been banned, cheering over the idea that everything I’ve built up over six years was deleted. Hurtful, and unfair, especially considering I’ve never made posts about any of THEM once. I haven’t even put much thought to them until I caught wind of these messages about me and your message you’ve sent now. And honestly, this is my first time ranting about it too. I try to ignore it and be the bigger person but it’s just unfair to see this being dragged out when all I did was enforce my boundaries, which was out of ZERO malicious intent.
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Cousinhood is so silly :)))), we ate breakfast together while watching youtube (highlight: we argued whether Baablu's content is considered cringe or not and my argrument was he plays Brawl Stars and watches Mr. Beast so he has no say in this). Then we went to the beach and caught living clams and to settle the argrument down we had a competition on who can catch the smallest clams and that's how I won with my miniscule clam lololol, we then got noodles and played with the beach doggies until we had to go home because the wind blew like crazy :))))

ALLIGAT0R-B0Y

Family connections are just so silly :)
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Travel log
          
          The supposedly 40 hour bus ride turned into a wholeass 50 hour of being in the trenches bro like approximately 38 hours we were 20 km away from our destination with 2 hours left of travelling and guess what, I fuckin slept in and we haven't moved a kilometer bro. 12 hours of traffic blocking us genuinely I wish I was kidding. Thankfully after that since it was really close to our destination my uncle decided to take me and my sisters by car and the whole ride down the mountains was so fucking trencharous heavy vehicles were stuck everywhere, the rain from last night left the roads slippery that some trucks had to stop with a rock holding its tires, a lot of the iron fences were absolutely wrecked like anything at any moment could fall right into the cliff without anything blocking it. This wasn't even my first experience of this, back in 2023 I crossed islands but with our family car and it wasn't even half as scary as riding a literal two-story bus through woods and cliffs and mountains.
          See kids, this is what happens when infrastructure isn't distributed throughout the whole country, I talked about this on vc with oomf the day before the bus ride and immediately faced the real thing crying emoji
          
          No chance bro, I'm absolutely taking the plane for my return home.

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Holy shit I forgot to add the anticlimactic experience of having to change routes because the rain caused a bigass landslide and some truck was stuck there
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@ALLIGAT0R-B0Y it's the terrain diversity lmao, the island where I live doesn't have as much extreme terrain as my hometown's so it was so chill until we crossed islands, I have never experienced that kind of tornado like wind though that sounds scary as fuck, we definitely have our own interesting experiences lololol
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ALLIGAT0R-B0Y

The scariest road trip experience I’ve had is when me and family were driving on an interstate during a storm and had to pull over along with tons of other cars because of the wind and rain knocking things over, but it doesn’t remotely add to what you just said oh my god
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Might change the pfp I have now but I lowkey don't want to it's iconic

ALLIGAT0R-B0Y

@Def-not-Mar I had his funeral dw, welcome to our pink king!!!!
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@ALLIGAT0R-B0Y I did!!!!! I hope you said your goodbyes to the Zenichi :)))
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