No story updates or whatever, just a vent.
Been thinking a lot abt running away from home, but the reasons I haven't is bc I have nowhere to run away to, I still need a roof to live under, and I still care abt my mom and siblings. This doesn't mean I will, and tbh I'm way too scared to anyway. I'm just tired of my dad saying these things that he views as motivation, some examples include calling me soft, weak, selfish, lazy, disrespectful, rude, and other things that relate. I'm just tired of living with him, and I alr told my mom that I want to move in with her parents once I'm 18 in like 10-11 months and she said to not ask her and to ask them. I worked my ass off outside and got stabbed, blisters, and sunburns to get my service back on my phone which has been turned off since Monday last week, I worked outside like that just today to earn it back, but apparently dad didn't feel like turning it back on so I did all that for no reward. I'm doing the rambling thing again, so I'm just gonna leave it here.