Might delete this later but its funny that everytime I created/posted in the "Randomatic - Dramatic Poems" it became my sanctuary. Like almost all of my inner screams, sadness and unsaid thoughts that I don't want to tell to my friends or even to my close friends on what was really happening to their "life saver" friend. Silently bawling my eyes out while trying not to make a noise that would wake up her grandmother beside our shared bed; trying her best to clearly the words on the keyboard on my phone despite of my continuous tearsLike her fingers would act as they have their own life. Letting them touch and swiftly create words that would lift up the unbearable heaviness deep down inside my heart.
I certainly wish one day, I'll bump into myself and have her on how she puts other's needs and concerns first, then next is hers.
