⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ — 𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐮𝐦!!

"I'm gonna write one fic everyday this month!!" i said with joy. i was then shot 57 times

Also mb for dissapearing. not that any of you actually care when I post, cus it’s just pointless yap ‼️‼️

How it feels to write fanfics instead of focusing on writing my book 

If one more person likes a cringe comment I wrote 2 (or more) yrs ago under a fic.. I might cry 

school was supposed to be over yesterday but i was forced to stay at school to do unfinished assignments. kill me.. (i dug myself my own grave, why am i complaining?)

— Continuing from my previous post,
          
          This whole thing has been so disheartening and discouraging as an author. 
          
          It serves as a reminder that none of my writing and art is safe online anymore. That’s the reason why I’m so hesitant to post any of my works. As much as I’d love for people to resonate with my stories.. how can I share it when things like this happen? 
          
          My own thoughts, the words I weave together carefully, or the drawings I spend hours on, are have been so easily stolen just like that. 
          
          All of that hard work, only for it to be thrown into an ai dataset. Then it’s tossed into a blender with other stolen works. Resulting in stuff that was once genuine human passion, become soulless ai sludge.
          
          Nothing is creative about ai generated writing or art. Nothing ever will be creative about it.  It is theft and laziness, utilized by disgusting pigs who can’t even pick up a pencil. 
          
          I don’t know how anyone sees genuine passion within an AIs stolen words, other truly believes it makes writing more accessible but it doesn’t. 
          
          All of this Ai junk honest to god makes me lose the passion to continue writing and drawing at all. 
          
          I’m so tired of ai, I just want to share my work with the world without it being torn from my hands in such a manner. My stories are composed of real events in my life, I project myself onto my own characters for a sense of comfort. Those are my problems, and I always hoped that someone reading my writing, would find solace in it. 
          
          These writing thieves do not seem to get why this writing is so important; human writing is so complex on many levels through emotions and personal experience. 
          An ai can only create a pathetic shadow of it. Ai generated writing makes a joke out of human writing and I genuinely despise it.
          
          TLDR; Ai writing, art, etc sucks. I hate it and it is a mockery of real human passion. FUCK AI. 

I just found out mine and Aki's book was part of the ai scraping of ao3, and i'm beyond pissed. 
          although the dataset was locked on one site, its still available on another site for people to steal and train ai bots with.
          OUR LAST 2 YEARS OF HARD WORK, STOLE. Just so some soulless ai can spit out some writing with no heart and soul, all in 30 seconds. 
          I genuinely just spent the last ten minutes crying over it. I have no clue what to do

for some reason the title and description on my book got deleted?? tf man

fag

 I ACCIDENTALLY BROKE MY CHROMEBOOK IM GONNA SCREAM
          I DONT LIKE WRITING FROM MY PHONE OR MY MOMS LAPTOP ☹️☹️