DeityDeMorte

Hi everyone, just wanted to post a quick update for those who have been reading my stories.
          	
          	This Friday (May 10th) I will be undergoing a pretty invasive eye surgery. Through the recovery process of 8 weeks I wont have any vision in one of my eyes. I will do my absolute best to ensure that I get at least 2 chapters out within this time, but hopefully it is understandable if I am unable to do so. 
          	
          	Thank you again to everyone who takes the time to read the things I post. Much love to all of you.

DeityDeMorte

Hi everyone, just wanted to post a quick update for those who have been reading my stories.
          
          This Friday (May 10th) I will be undergoing a pretty invasive eye surgery. Through the recovery process of 8 weeks I wont have any vision in one of my eyes. I will do my absolute best to ensure that I get at least 2 chapters out within this time, but hopefully it is understandable if I am unable to do so. 
          
          Thank you again to everyone who takes the time to read the things I post. Much love to all of you.

DeityDeMorte

For anyone who has been reading my story Fatal Attraction, I'd just like to inform you it will be getting a revamp.
          
          I had originally intended it as a Fanfiction of sorts so I could bring together a span of characters, but looking back I feel that genuinely cheapens my story and where I am hoping to go with it.
          
          The story will remain the same aside from there being some name changes. Hopefully the new updated versions will be up soon along with possibly a new chapter.

DeityDeMorte

Alright. So I'm sorry I have been absent for those who do enjoy my writing.
          I've been having a pretty tough year, that did start with losing the one person who meant more to me than life itself, and my (now ex) girlfriend within a 3 week span.
          
          It's no excuse but I was plunged into a pit of despair that I could not pull myself from, and because they were such important parts of my story and influenced some of the characters it just made it far too hard to keep on with it.
          
          Though I am still greatly struggling more than I care to admit, I am now reading through all my stories again and hope to start adding new chapters to my existing stories, not to mention possibly adding some new stories. I have a whole book full of ideas that hopefully show how far I've advanced from my fan fiction story days.
          
          I hope all of you can forgive me being gone, and I hope you all continue to read my stories. Hopefully we will have even more readers soon as well.
          
          And for that friend I lost, I'm not sure if you're even still on wattpad, but if you are and happen to see this. I hope you know how much you have influenced my life, and that you've left a hole in me that can never be filled. But despite that I hope you're doing well and that you're happy. I hope your graduation went amazing and you are living your dreams. Hopefully you were able to find happiness since we stopped talking. I have yet to find it.
          Even though I hate it, I do still miss you. And I still dream of us making up and being friends. I still dream of the friendship we have and pray that one day I find one that will feel even better than ours did.
          I admire your strength and how easy you made parting look. I wish I could so easily forget you and all the promises that we made.

DeityDeMorte

Over a year later and the ending statement of this no longer is true.
            I no longer long for this person that I now see never truly cared for me and was only there to hurt me in the end.
            Over a year later I got to finally talk to this person one more time and say all I needed before I shut the situation down once and for all.
            Over a year later I have people in my life that fill my heart more than this person ever could, people who work hard to remind me they are not this person I once cared about.
            
            I guess the point of adding these parts is even though I’m dealing with a lot still, such as it being a few days from the anniversary of basically nearly dying and some unsavoury situations in other realms of my life, I made it out okay. I’m struggling but I found and continue to find meaning and motivation again.
            So I guess I’m just really saying never give up. No matter how bad and dark it gets there is always some kind of light out there.
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