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Why can't i just stop being such a fuck up. everything good from friends, to days i always ruin them i just wanna go and just die. I have nightmares about me getting kidnapped and then no one finding me and when they do its already to late im dead and if ur wondering why i havent gotten therapy i have but heres how it went: i did before they just said i was being moody, done it twice same thing, three times never listen, fourth time gotten worse, 5th refused to see me, 6th quit because of me, 7th yelled at me, 8th almost killed me, 9th almost raped me 10th Said i was being overdramatic and there u have it the reason why my front is up why i have some walla towards people or just men in general