Deku_Helixy

Have I told any of yall that you guys are my Beta Readers before I post my fanfics in Ao3?
          
          No?
          
          Okay now you know.

I accidentally became a wingman... wingwomen?!?!?
          Honestly I dont know.
          
          But I became that on accident and now im watching over 2 possible new relationships...
          
          (S.O.S
          HELP
          I DONT HAVE A F-CKING IDEA ON WHAT IM DOING)

Vent!
          
          You should have never had children.
          Not if love was going to be
          a chore you resented,
          a burden you carried like shackles,
          a role you wore like a costume
          only when people were watching.
          
          You weren’t a parent
          you were a ghost with a heartbeat.
          You gave me food but starved my soul,
          a roof but never shelter,
          a body that came from yours
          but never the warmth
          that makes life worth carrying.
          
          And I am furious.
          Furious that I had to beg
          for scraps of affection
          like a stray dog at your feet.
          Furious that you pretended
          this was enough,
          as if survival was the same as love.
          
          You made me feel like a burden
          when it was your choice to bring me here.
          You made me believe I was unworthy
          when the truth is
          you were unfit.
          Parenthood is not an accident,
          it is a vow,
          and you broke it the second
          you treated me like nothing.
          
          Some parents should never be parents.
          Not if their love comes with conditions.
          Not if their arms are always closed.
          Not if their children grow up
          learning how to heal wounds
          inflicted by the very people
          who were meant to protect them.
          
          I am the fury of a million mistreated children,
          screaming the words you’ll never admit:
          You failed.
          And no matter how loudly you deny it,
          your silence will always testify against you.
          

Holy flip 
          How sleep deprived was I yesterday ?!?!?

Just finished watching Grian 7th episode for past life.
          
          (I DO NOT WATCH ANY OTHER LIFE SERIES POV OTHER THAN GRIAN AND LIZZIE)
          
          And I am furious and heartbroken. I know its a game but still. I'm kinda angry at everyone who isn't in Grians team, aka Gem, Pearl and Him.
          
          Like I know they are a power trio and stuff but the whole server teaming up on them after last sessions attack?
          Yeah, no that isn't sitting right with me. 
          DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE SO CALLED ALLIES THEY HAD. OWNEISKANROWMFJWOGKALGNLANEOFNAYAVAEJOFM.
          
          But in the end of the day they are still friends as this is just a fun little series they like to do.
          
          Now if you mind I'm gonna go screama at a wall now.

Apparently someone in my class wrote something in Enderman and told the whole class that they would pay who ever translate it into English will be paid 400. (They wrote a two paragraphs)
          
          But there's a cost to it
          They didnt tell anyone what Language it was, and our school doesn't allow phones as well, so they cant search it up.
          
          Everyone wanted the money so started to come up with random sentences and put them together in hopes that it would be it.
          It was not working.
          
          But me and my friends who knows I somehow have the skill to read Enderman looked at eachother and my friend asked me if i can do it. I knew I could do it but I didnt want to but my friend that day forgot to bring their lunch and didnt have any spare change on them. So I did it.
          
          For 4 f-cking hours.
          Let's just say I split the money 200 to 200. I could have taken more but I'm not that tight on money so...
          Yea.
          That's it.
          The two paragraphs was from story that my classmate liked??? Cant remember. 
          Oh well ‍♀️.

GIYS PLEASE READ THIS ON GOUNG FANFIC INSTEAD OF MY CRINGY AHH OLD ONE
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/366034211?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Deku_Helixy

Random fact about myself.
          
          
          I can read Enderman.
          
          
          Like not just a word, I can read sentences and phahragraphs if you give me time to read it.
          
          
          I dont know why I have this skill but I do for some reason.

Made a spotify playlist for Across Worlds, Through Scars.
          
          Enjoy
          
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7uhaEcW76eMrdajMjmtMDA?si=R37jRWJoSMSnPSic_V5EFg

Guys chapter 8 is hella good 
          
          please read it ;-;
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/366034211