I know this won't matter to you guys but I can't deal with this anymore, I'm tired of Nobody listening to me or anything, I tried to talk to someone but it didn't work, I'm through with being lonely, having no friends or anything because of the way I am, I just want this feeling to go away but it won't....... I'm really trying to fight this urge to get something and just cut myself........this is terrible guys, I'm just in my room, alone and afraid, sobbing it's so bad!