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I'm sorry if I don't reply as much and stuff like that I just... I'm not doing great again. I've relapsed.. Even worse, I've found sort of a "cigarette dealer". And I'm ruining my life again... But I don't know what to do. I don't really have any dreams in life. I'm 16 and I'm sort of supposed to know but I don't. I have absolutely no clue what I fucking want to do with life. I have no friends now.. I don't know what I'm gonna do when school starts... I don't know. I'm just sorry if I don't reply to messages or I am inactive... I'm just going through a lot of shit again... Thank you for talking to me and being my friends though. (You know who you are) I love you all! ~