@Delilstarr Dude that is very relatable and VERY normal DW. Feeling incredibly depressed/having identity crises bc at that puberty means you're trying to find who you are.
And idk if this makes you feel any better but: there is no such a thing as ''permanent'' you, you will always change as the time goes on and so will bad times and the good times(Wave-rule). Trying to find the ''permanent'' you will lead to identity crises. So be open mind to every new discoveries you learn and make in life, either if it's what you like (Even tho, it's easier said than done.)
Also, yes, It is part of getting older and your chemical hormones ain't certainly faking it. However learning self-control is never bad thing to learn more about if you feel like you get upset too easily (Which I totally can relate with, example I turn incredibly self-loathing/depressed during my periods and cope it with not-so-ideal ways which sometimes I need to slap myself from to wake and remind I can be better than that and let the depressive feels win T__T).
