Um idk

Thinking youre attractive but having a lot of insecurities is like having a crush on yourself but not knowing if you like yourself back.
          

I want to sleep, but I'm wide awake.
          
          My mind is void, but I can't find anything to fill it.
          
          I listen to music, but can't find the right thing to listen to because nothing seems to relate to how I feel right now.
          
          Sincerely, 
          
          Loneliness. 
          
          12:39 AM

Main two moods are;
          
          ✿ I hate everyone!"
          
          Or; 
          
          ❀ "I want someone to love me..."
          

 ❁  one day happiness will find you · ❁ 

Sometimes family will be the first ones to bring you down. Then society slowly seeps in and brings you down even further...... Fuck it. 

Your afraid to live...
          ☆
          And you're afraid to die...
          ☆
          What a way to live。
          ☆

Who are you when no ones watching? 

I recommend Vodka 

【 Society has taught me that,
          
          No matter what size I am,
          
          I will never be good enough.
          
          I will always be too short, too fat, too skinny....
          
          Too this, too that. 】

He handed me the keys,
          
          Buckled my seatbelt,
          
          And watched,
          
          As I drove myself 
          
          Insane…
          
          ☆