You guys, I can’t stop crying.
My depression started to get really bad a few weeks ago. I’ve cried myself to sleep almost every night since then. I’ve been trying to hurt myself every time that I’ve gotten the chance. I even tried to... well...
I’ve... learned how to tie a noose. I’ve... tried to use it as well. You guys are the only people that I can turn to, but you all probably hate me as well. I don’t think that I can keep up my act for much longer. I won’t go to a therapist because I would just lie my way out of it telling them that I’m fine.
I JUST WISH I WERE DEAD. Then I wouldn’t be such a disappointment to everyone!!!