Jay

i was just at my winter formal and it was awesome except for the fact that i wore a dress because i really like dresses but the amount of times people called me by my deadname or use she/her on me had me slightly dying. also i got a crush on another friend that i wasn’t close enough to crush on until tonight so now he’s gonna be my hyperfixating for a while and i’m going to freeze and stop breathing every time i see him but it’s fine because he hardly knows i exist. 
          
          if you’re reading this ryan, hi, i’m sorry, please don’t hate me. 

Hey I wonder do you like creepypasta since you have ticci Toby on it

again, updates this weekend will either be late or just won’t happen. i’m feeling low, i’m in trouble for dumb shit, i’m constantly being misgendered while in trouble so it stings a million times more, my friend is having her birthday party tomorrow and the day after, and i’m just overall struggling to find the time to write between homework and preparing for birthdays/christmas/instagram. i’m sorry, i really am, but i thought i’d at least attempt to let you know.  

Sorry guys, no updates this weekend! It’s my birthday, and i’m getting confirmed, so I really will not be in a good enough mood to publish chapters. I’m really sorry, but next week i’ll try to upload longer chapters than usual to hopefully make up for it!

I need to buckle down and finish this chapter... I keep getting distracted by the dumbest things.
          
          Example: I looked to my right, saw my Rubiks cube, and preceded to spend five minutes debating whether or not I should mess it up and solve it.

GUY'S I'M SORRY IF UPDATES END UP COMING OUT TOMORROW BUT I WAS AT A FRIENDS OVER NIGHT AND NOW WE'RE LEAVING IN SIX HOURS TO GO TO MY GRANDMA'S FARM UNTIL MONDAY SO I NEED TO PACK AND I'M SORRY IF  CHAPTERS ARE LATE BUT I'M GOING TO TRY I SWEAR

I’m looking through my one shots to find the ones that aren’t in wattpad yet and oh boy are some of them angsty
          
          I’m currently about to cry because of my own unfinished Kaminari story, how are you guys doing tonight?

Where have you been my whole life. I think we're almost the same person.... That's weird. Like actually.

I keep making my friends mad at me and I’m not doing so good so sorry if I’m inactive for a while but my mental health is shit rn and ima try to avoid the people I care about for as long as I can UwU 

Y’all ever just wanna cry but can’t because you’re an emotionless loser that only ever fakes being happy so other people don’t get worried? No? Just me? Alright, cool