DelusionItIs

I feel terrible to disappoint you guys like this but there will be no update this week. My exams have made me realise there is a deeper rock bottom to this hell and I am currently living through it. 
          	
          	But you know me. Once I'll be free of this crap, I will shower you with updates. (I am so excited to write the next turn of events and i know you'll be kicking your feet in the air while reading it) 

x_flqwsome_x

@DelusionItIs  All the best for your exam, I know they are pretty exhaustive.
          	  And yes I am way to too much ready to kick my feet in the air🤭
          	  
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goldennruby

@DelusionItIs itss okayyy i want you to do good in ur studiess so that ull be in a good mood while writing ourrr 'gifts' lol......hope ur doing well take care<3
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howtheturntables6523

@DelusionItIs the anticipation is killing me god.
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DelusionItIs

I feel terrible to disappoint you guys like this but there will be no update this week. My exams have made me realise there is a deeper rock bottom to this hell and I am currently living through it. 
          
          But you know me. Once I'll be free of this crap, I will shower you with updates. (I am so excited to write the next turn of events and i know you'll be kicking your feet in the air while reading it) 

x_flqwsome_x

@DelusionItIs  All the best for your exam, I know they are pretty exhaustive.
            And yes I am way to too much ready to kick my feet in the air🤭
            
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goldennruby

@DelusionItIs itss okayyy i want you to do good in ur studiess so that ull be in a good mood while writing ourrr 'gifts' lol......hope ur doing well take care<3
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howtheturntables6523

@DelusionItIs the anticipation is killing me god.
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DelusionItIs

It's sometimes so hard to sit through those times when readers read HSW and not understand the depth of Jungkook's character. It's really something when they go from loving him to immediately hating him without understanding his side of the story. 
          
          I am not saying what he said was right. It was completely wrong of him to say those things to her. But do you not get the meaning behind them? It was trauma response. 
          
          Why was Jacob so damn sure that Jungkook will misunderstand Suzy and blame her? Because he was the one who created Jungkook's insecurities from scratch. He build them from ground up, destroyed Jungkook's perfect life knowing exactly what it will do to him. 
          
          Do some readers not realise that if something in their life was repeating the worst ever trauma in the exact same way it happened the last time when you began to believe that this time was different, it plays with your mental health in a way no one else can comprehend? 
          
          I totally get it if people begin to dislike him after what he does to Suzy. It's fair. He had no right to question her character. 
          
          But not understanding the psychology behind it, not getting where he came from and why he did is really surprising. Some people can't even digest his character growth from that point on when he gets to know the truth about Jacob (mind you, he had no clue what kind of person Jacob was or what Suzy's trauma was)
          

__girlontrail__

@DelusionItIs One of the reasons, why I love HSW so much, Kook and Suzy both overcome their traumas and insecurities, slowly, with or without the other. It's never easy to overcome this, a slight change triggers the trauma and you are back in the loop.  He doesn't take so many days, he realises his mistake the next day when he clearly thinks and investigates through it, he didn't give excuse of his trauma to guilt trip her to come back to him. He gave space, respect and overall moved away from the environment itself to start new. I hate him for not being vocal most of the time, but trauma and tragedy does snatch that from you, you think nobody can't hear you even you scream, so it's better to be silent. I love Suzy obviously, a lot. I may have cursed Kook a lot in the book in behalf of her, but I certainly, do forgive him when Suzy does. HSW is much closer to how our real life relationships work. God, I want to go back and start reading HSW again, atleast my fav chapters😭❤️ Take me back when I would wait for the chapters to drop and me getting impatient to get free time to read it properly 😵‍💫
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kristensteart

@DelusionItIs  i agree and it pisses me off too but then i realised that maybe some people are devoid of the ability to put themselves in someone else's shoes, maybe they are not as empathetic, maybe they can't see the world the way we do or maybe they just get so much attached to a character that everything that character does is right and everything that goes against that character is wrong. Maybe they don't see the world as grey but as black and white. But I get what you are trying to say because I felt the same while reading that book because I also have trust issues for my own reasons and i know how difficult it is to trust someone and the way Jungkook reacted or whatever he said to Suzy was just to hurt her believing he would feel less hurt by doing so and maybe it's easy for people to say that no matter what how much hurt you are you shouldn't be saying that because they haven't observed themselves in these situations because we all do the same ,  the extent to which we go may vary but psychologically that is common behaviour. This one of the reasons that you are my favourite author because our thought process is almost similar, the only difference is you are able to articulate it in a beautiful way through your characters but I can't 😂😭❤️
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kristensteart

Hey love❤️ when are your finals gonna end ? I was patiently waiting for these days but couldn't stop myself from asking because it's really like a torture especially when there is so much tension between the characters 🥲😭not complaining but just wanted to know for how many days should I silently wait? Btw all the best for your exam and I hope you are doing well🫶🫶

DelusionItIs

@kristensteart unfortunately it's a long way to go 🥲but don't worry!!! I am working on a draft and it will be ready in 3-4 days. 😘
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DelusionItIs

I just had this random thought which seems true to an extent 😂 
          
          Every character seems to be wrapped around Hyori's tiny pinky and the girl has no damn clue. 

howtheturntables6523

@DelusionItIs exactly!!! I even commented that on one of your earlier chapters. Her story weaves through everyone's story and makes it more beautiful and known to the world. 
            I am waiting for the day where jk is wrapped around her pinky forever.
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goldennruby

@DelusionItIs so damn true she is the sweetest i am wrapped around her fingers too☹️🩷
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x_flqwsome_x

@DelusionItIs  hyori is definitely like a sweet note to end with 
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DelusionItIs

Alright people! The exams that ended a few days back were my internals and the finals are about to start. I will update but it's going to be irregular. Plz try to refrain from asking for updates. I'll update at my own pace. 🫶

goldennruby

@DelusionItIs okay its gonna be big task but i assure you i will behavee😤🩷ALL THE BESTT CUTOSS
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Rurahae

@DelusionItIs Ok.All the best for your exams👍❤️
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goldennruby

Just tell me that my fav series is not gonna end soon 🥹🥹i am literally so cooked that whenever i listen to any song i get into my delusional world and start making my own stories.

goldennruby

@DelusionItIs nah i can sue people for calling this story boringggg everrr. The best slowburn 🥹
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DelusionItIs

@goldennruby oh nah, buddy. There is still time for that 😅I was wondering the story is going to run far longer than I intended because of the amount of context I have put in it. I just hope you guys don't get bored after reading such a long story. 
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DelusionItIs

How does it feel to know the slow burn is going to end deliciously!!?!?! Cause I am too damn excited to write it. ;))))))

Rurahae

@DelusionItIs I had recently read all your stories and I loved it so much each one is a masterpiece and my favourite is blazing hearts ❤️ really excited for the update
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ItsOkqwerty

Very much excited 
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