YouLikePencils
Hi, in another story you recommended the book Bad Meets Bad in a comment. I was wondering if you could tell me who the author is and where I can find it? If not, that’s ok!
Delusional_much00
@MiLd22bbbb i actually know about this incident, that too in very detail. But still I will check it out it on the channels you have mentioned. I don't know if it's right for you to make decision about a person just cuz of it's ethnicity and color. Nowadays it's better to trust no one either your people pr any foreigner kinda thing but I think you're saying this cuz you think it's better to be on same terms atleast at one topic rather than nothing at all. If a person is right he knows it's boundaries have basic sense of how to treat anyone then the ethnicity doesn't matter people. Just like you said there are huge gap in social standing and benefits and all things here too in my residence too there is this kinda thing 'pretty privilege'. For example in my area people are of light skin (low melanin) even in my family apart from.me my dad has dark skin color he was literally bullied by our family members and all just cuz of his skin color. He is super intelligent person i have ever known and I seen him looked down by our own family just because of his skin color and I too inherited that skin although I didn't get bullied about it from my family and all (except my mother) but I got severally bullied in my elementary school which left quite a impact on my self esteem and it was done by my own people own country people even though our country is very diverse but still you can only get recognised if you have lighter skin. But there are some good people also so I can't just decide just from those brain-dead people about whole country.
Delusional_much00
@MiLd22bbbb hey it's totally alright and I wasn't that rigid minded person I'm sorry if I seem like that to you. We all know we can't just give our personal info in a worldwide platform like this for anyone to read especially me this isn't my real name i never mentioned my country here my identity cuz I'm afraid I'll be disclosed even this account I'm using is under very security cuz if my family get to know that I read something too calm down myself they would literally ban me from everywhere (not like they haven't done that already) I'm not allowed to make friends, nor talk to anyone than them but still I have a bestie whom I literally talk to everyday everytime on a discreet platform more like where mom and dad couldn't find them . And I knew that it was wrong of me to do boldly ask abt your personal info for which I'm sorry. And please don't ask for any forgiveness when you haven't done anything wrong to begin with, it was simply your choice to say what you want and all that and yeah my view of Nigerians or any country people is same cuz allll people have different problems and their way of handling them is also different so the thing you have done is raise the standards of Nigerians and please don't degrade yourself please you know the only person who can love you unconditionally is you yourself and if you're able to do that then people around you will also love you. To sum up this whole para "You have done nothing to be sorry for. My view of Nigerians is not all degrading or anything not because of you absolutely. And please don't call yourself stupid or any berogarotary word please. You aren't messed you are just finding ways to survive and I'm not cool or anything (if I was my parents wouldn't be like this) I'm literally a very bad person seriously. All in all love yourself ❤️
ShaerriSagacious
@mental_peace pardon me, I love the books in your reading list, so a follow! (≧∇≦)ノ
Delusional_much00
@ShaerriSagacious thank you ( i literally all the stories in my reading list if I don't have anything to read i literally binge read them )
Delusional_much00
@MiLd22bbbb yeah I know it's miles far away yet we are talking to each other sometimes I literally fancy the technology and nature very much. Like how it is easier to call or connect to any person miles away just having phone and connection it just amazes me. And the nature as in how the rivers have their self cleaning mechanism and in our body reactions are happening at very high speed the simplest thing like breathing sometimes amazes me.
Delusional_much00
@MiLd22bbbb tbh i don't know how i got this much followers. Bu according to me I've read a many books on this platform(and of all genres almost) and I do comment a lot on those stories so sometimes if someone likes my comment they follow me or I think they follow me because of my reading list. Although I'm not sure about either of them, they are just my assumptions.
Delusional_much00
@MiLd22bbbb Supernatural genre is which involve story between werewolves, witches, demons, angels, vampires, hybrids and many more And yeah it involves killing too cuz in werewolf/demon type world killing is the bare minimum.
Delusional_much00
@MiLd22bbbb But if you atleast told me about the genre or something like that. But if you like reading bxb stories then on hot/mature side I like this story "Hold Your Breath" by Inn0centPervert But on my top priority my all time favorite is this "Boy On the Second Floor" by -cynicaloptimism- And on YA genre I love "Don't Tell My Brother" by hyac1nthus On supernatural genre I like "Forgotten" by bluecrayola (These all are bxb/gay stories which i love you can find them on my reading list) And if you're looking for Straight stories then i love "His not so beautiful wife" by suzangill98 and "Anastasia" by EroticMarie (You can find them in my reading list named "Petal" quite easily)
Delusional_much00
@MiLd22bbbb woww I'm too a medical student, And yeah i don't feel squirmy or anything like that suggesting you my tastes are more weird than you but only for reading irl i cannot stand those things.
Delusional_much00
@MiLd22bbbb help you?? Me?? but how??? like you want any recommendations??