DemLuvAzariah
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I can't (and i won't) lie to ya'll, but i haven't been on Wattpad in a minute. And not because it bores me but because there's so much shit happening in my life right now. And honestly it's taken a toll on my mental health and my relationships. Ya'll dealing with Caribbean parents is NOT for the weak. And sometimes I find myself second guessing shit and it's just that feeling of not being good enough. Like yes, I found myself a good man who's financially stable and who treats me right but what have I done for MYSELF. At twenty they expect me to have my shit together all because they had me at nineteen. It got to a point where I just felt depressed and started isolating myself from everyone and everything. Like I just feel like a clown thinking I can handle a job with a stank ass manager while being in college studying psychology and to top it all of, Caribbean parents who make you feel like shit just because your learning how to navigate life.
