DemoittyWrites

Thank you Wattpad I thought it was offensive too

And then you try to talk it out without giving these details and you're like I'm so so sorry for everything because you won't send fucking nudes at the moment because though you didn't tell him this you're just trying not to kill yourself at the moment and that's another reason to yeet yourself out a window and he's like oh it's okay.. well, not really. And then you're like oh great I love it aha

Wow I'm shaking lol I love it

You ever get so sexualized and perved on as a kid that you cut your hair into a pixie cut in middle school so that boys won't be creepy anymore and then later on in life your boyfriend of five years can't seem to understand why sexual things are such a big deal to you when your whole life you've been taught that you're nothing but something for other people to enjoy, even your mom would sexualize you and try to get you to date older men she knew or would ask you why you look like a whore when you first wore makeup on 4th grade and your stepdad's friends would camp out in your room in 6th grade and you never knew why and it's all hitting you way too hard way too fast and this is an alt account you don't use so your boyfriend won't see it and it's just all a mess and you're crying like an idiot like you shouldn't dump him for having so little faith in you and care for your current state

This is embarrassing. I should delete the whole account. I made this when I was 13.