Demon Squirrel

Thinking of posting a new story…

I guess I truly am just a back up friend… I guess asking to be thought of by any of my friends other than a a couple of them is too much to ask for. 

I just watched the pilot episode of The Winchesters and honestly… I’m not sure how I feel about it yet. But I can 100% say that Carlos is my favorite character!

Just learned that one of my chronic Illnesses makes me have constant diarrhea after drinking water in the morning on an empty stomach, but the meds I have to take for that chronic illness
          needs to be taken on an empty stomach and with water, WHICH IN TURN MAKES ME SICK! MAKE IT MAKE SENSE!!!!!

I can not believe we are about to see Dream’s face. He has done so much for me in these past few years. I subscribed to him when he had 57,000 subscribers, he and the whole Dream SMP helped mend a bunch of relationships, and I found my love for writing again. I’m genuinely proud to say I’m excited. 

I just wrote a chapter of 7972 words because I can’t sleep. And I’ll probably never post the book. Unlike the 18 other books I started, I actually finished the first chapter. 
          
          If you want to know what the book is, it’s a Criminal Minds crossover with Greys Anatomy with an OC. My two current Hyperfixations right now (I’m currently rewatching Grey’s Anatomy and finishing Criminal Minds for the first time).
          
          It’ll probably live in the unpublished books forever.

I can’t… I can’t do this anymore. I will never look forward to something ever again. Fuck the universe. 
          
          I was so excited for a trip. We were set to leave today at 6:35am. Before we left my mom fell, but we were fine, just a bit of pain. Get to the airport at 2am to find out it doesn’t open until 3:45 am. We both have a mental breakdown. We wait. We Get up to get a wheelchair for my mom once security is open, only for our flight to be canceled. We get a new, more epic flight… we go home sleep for a bit… then we go to the ER for my mom’s ankle. SHE BROKE IT…AND TRIP IS CANCELED!!!!! I HATE EVERYTHING!!!! I was suppose to see my cousin who I haven’t seen for years. And this was my Christmas present, now…. Now I get shit. 

Merry Christmas all.

Does anyone else have these moments where you need to pause what ever your listening to or watching to smell something? Or is that just me? Cause I thought I smelt smoke (which ended up being burnt popcorn (eww)), but I had to pause my music to smell it better? Or I may just be sleep deprived. Oh well

That moment when your professor decides he’s gonna read out the best rough draft of the articles and sends a copy to everyone, so they know this is what he wants. And then it turns out to be yours, which started out as a joke, but now has turned into the best article so far. Yeah totally couldn’t be me. I was cringing so hard.