𝑪𝑼𝑻𝑻𝑯𝑹𝑶𝑨𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬

TW: Thoughts of Death TW:Cutting
          Guess I'm here again somewhere to talk about my feelings and emotions. Barely any of my own friends can see the pain I'm forcing inside. All I do is fuck everything up. I fuck up any friendships I have. Fucked up my fucking life. One thing that I'm trying to fucking keep stable atm is my relationship with my bsf and boyfriend but everything is closing in on me so much fucking pain it's hard to take it. At times I make scenarios in my head of wanting to kill myself. I've only tried cutting twice in my life both never really cut through skin i dont wanna die but everything is so fucking hard everyone either fucking hates me or they barely text me unless they need something and I just need fucking help I'm fucked and my fucking issues dont help and me not knowing any kind of illnesses I have doesnt help shit either my family fucking hates me still. Everyone tells me how I should be greatful my lifes not worse which I am fucking greatful but when I've been physically and mentally abused by my family and them telling me at least I'm not living on the streets like obviously I'm greatful to be under an roof but I dont wanna be traumatized like fuck. I just need fucking help but does anyone wanna give it to me? Not my family not majority of the friends I still fucking have like FUCKKKKK ofc I dont need help since to everyone I'm fine. So ig I have to be fucking fine cause fuck my feelings y'know... ugh no ones gonna read this bullshit. Fuck it oh well.

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I have realized I'm more omniromanic then panromantic and if anyone wanna give me some gender neutral names I wouldn't hate it because I'm tryna change my name also

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No one's probably gonna see this or care enough to but if you're okay with having a pansexual transgender male scorpio sun aries moon sagittarius rising ravenclaw artist / writer friend thennnnn hmu ig I'm mostly on instagram so if you have it dm me if you wanna be friends im also 16 

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Hey, how are you doing, you don't know me and I don't know you, but I think that people should communicate and enjoy time with others. I heard you have been lonely recently and I wanted to hopefully clear a bit of that up...though I will probably just disappear like everyone else did to me, so I won't blame you if you don't.

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