Suddenly, you're going to be 21 and you're going to be screaming along in the car to all the songs you listened to when you were sad in junior high and everything will be different and everything will be good.

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so basically i quite writing. things are good in my life right now and when i wrote i was in a pretty bad place mentally. who knows when i'll start back up again. maybe one day i can write because i am happy, not just for distraction. i'm still reading. i'm still here. i never left. i'm pausing. i'm living. i'm 17 and i'm going strong. doing things. going places. it's good. it's happy. i'm happy. i smile more. i talk more. i think less about the consequences and i just do. i've made good friends and good memories. i started putting myself first. i like it. i never want to go back. 

(19 now lol wow time flies)
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the reading list system:
to love and to be loved- het
this is the start of something beautiful- larry
i'll be drunk again to feel a little love- misc

I only add books and stories to my reading list if they are highly encouraged, by me, for you to read. that means at some point or another those stories made me feel something.