Have you ever felt like nothing matters? I know what your first guess would possibly be yes. I feel like, the worst type of feeling is doing everything right. And at the verge of success, its ripped from you because of something trivial and otherwise wouldn't matter to anyone else unless it's your success. Then you just have to sit there and not feel anything or you could get in trouble. I always just have to deal with it here, why can't someone else see it from my perspective. I don't want a pitiful sorry, I don't want some justification on the matter. I just want to accomplish something. Can't I have that.