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dear god,,,, you wouldve thought wattpad wouldve shut down this account,,, apparently not lmao. this is like a (slightly unwanted) stroll down memory lane. both good and bad. im a massively different person than i was. when i was on here, i was this hetalia-obsessed freak that wanted everyone to be gay even though i was a straight girl. now however, i couldnt give a shit about people's sexualities. i am a gay (well, panromantic) guy who used they/them pronouns, and never in a million years would my past self imagine this. im not really into hetalia anymore (like ofc id talk abt it and currently im reading a couple of fanfics of it on ao3 but thats it), i have other fandoms im a part of. i dont regret leaving this account, or leaving wattpad overall. i just wish i could talk to some of my old friends one last time. unfortunately that will never happen because i fucked up. oh well. if anyone cares, chances are i wont be on here again. but i might. who knows. im mostly on tumblr (if anyone cares,,,, my main is nutellalester),,, w h o o p s. this is kinda like an actual farewell to my past self, and all of these memories. i have new friends now, and i will never be able to get my old ones back. i will learn to deal. i am certainly not proud of all this shit, but i might as well embrace it.
unless i come on here again to check up on here, this is my official goodbye to this account.