Ooga boomga

GUYS IM #ALIVE!!! Its been a bit hasn't it? I dont use wattpad anymore rjrj im also not really in the sander sides fandom anymore? Like I am! Im still up to date on whats happening Ive just moved onto other things. Anyway some updates!! 
          
          
          -The Herobrine X Reader story
          
          • This has like a 1\10 chance of updating not only has the co-author left, im not really into minecraft in terms of that, I still play minecraft a lot! Im just not really interested in its lore. 
          
          •It will stay up but as of now its over :)) 
          
          
          -Will I be active? 
          •Theres a short answer and a long one, the short one is no 
          
          •The longer answer is maybe, Im mostly active on ao3, I dont really read stories on Wattpad anymore, I just find it easier to use ao3, and it has more variety. {Also, no offense to anyone, but ao3 usually has better writting overall then fics here}
          
          
          Theres not much I needed to talk about but yeah! This might be my last post for awhile, if not forever 
          Stay safe guys :)) 
          But more importantly, be gay do crime. 

OOOOOMMMMMGGGGGGGGY ITD HEREEEEEEEEEE
          I GOT A GAYSCHALTT- I MEAN JSCHLATT PLUSHBAND ITS HETEEEEEEE 

TW: 
          Serious Sootcest
          Mentioned NSFW 
          
          {Seriously its terrifying out there} 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          So I searched up Phantombur on ao3 because I wanted some Orgins SMP Stuff yknow
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          And oh
          My
          Prime
          
          
          
          I GOT SO MANY SOOTCEST THINGS
          
          AND I WANT TO CRY 
          
          LIKE ITS SCARY ON AO3 
          
          VERY SCARY 
          
          I DONT THINK I CAN LOOK ON THERE AGAIN
          
          AND THEY WHERE LIKE- 
          SERIOUS FICS? 
          THERE WAS ALSO NSFW 
          AND IM CRYING \HJ

Holy DreamXD I despise ao3 with my heart and soul
          
          
          Not one 
          Not two
          BUT THREE 
          THREE FICS HAVE MADE ME CRY
          AO3 IS LITERALLY THE ONLY WEBSITE THAT WRITES STORIES THAT MAKE ME CRY
          
          LIKE IVE NEVER CRIED OVER A STORY
          THEN AO3 POPPED UP AND PROMPTLY SAID "HEY YOU KNOW HOW YOU HAVENT CRIED? WELL WERE ABOUT TO TOSS A BALL OF FRICK YOU INTO YOUR TINY HOUSE OF HAPPINESS AND EVERYTHING WILL COME CRASHING DOWN"
          
          
          Sorry I just got done crying over another story at THREE IN THE FRIGGIN AM 
          
          Basically it was a crimeboys story where Wilbur finds a Homeless Tommy camping in his van yadda yadda they grow a big bond turns out Wilbur has cancer so he dies and I started sobbing as hard as I silently could
          
          And the moment he finally died, lets just say Im probably dehydrated from all the tears
          
          Not only that but the story had to hit me with Tommy saying "Wilby" trying to make sure Wilbur was awake and alive {He wasnt} and  "It would be the first time he fell asleep without Wilbur in the 2 months he found him" or something like that and I cant even read something happy I just want sleep and AhHHhHHHh
          
          
          
          The story name is "If we dont leave this town, we'll never make it out" and its by grasstastic 
          
          I hate the author and im gonna make it so they live forever because my soul cant handle another death
          Fictional or otherwise
          
          I told myself to stop reading 
          Because I knew it was gonna get bad 
          
          But I thought "Eh I can handle it" 
          
          And I in fact could not handle it 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Its to early {Late? Idk its 3:21 AM} for this
          
          
          Sorry for my rambling 
          
          Im gonna be honest I didnt think someone could cry so hard but still stay silent
          
          I suprise myself :))
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
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          :'((

I FINSIHED WATCHING DEAR EVAN HANSEN AND IT WAS VERY POG 

Im seeing Dear Evan Hansen and im stoked! It starts at 4 so im super excited seeing as I have like an hour. An afterwards I go to my favorite restaurant! My Covid test came back negative so thats pog. I still feel pretty bad but my excitements semi-overriding my urge to curl up and perish. 
          
          Also im staying safe
          Bringing my mask, ive been vaccinated twice,
          And were not eating at the restaurant were doing takeout so yeah :DD
          Granted I could be safer but im super excited for this and seeing as Hamilton was stripped away seeing Dear Evan Hansen would bring me much joy
          
          Ive had a really rough week and ive had to pretend im not sad and not angry via. trying to joke about it and pretending like it dosent effect me
          
          So im happy I get this breather and can actually get something to remind me 
          "Life sucks but theres some good things" 
          
          So does life get better? Ehhhhh 
          
          Kinda it sucks a lot but as stated theres a few good things 
          
          
          
          
          Anyway imma go get ready now ill post about my experience later peice! 
          
          
          
          

Guess who has to get another Covid test
          
          
          
          
          Ahahhahahahah life is great 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Oh also I realize I never text first
          
          Its not a personal thing I have no grudges and I do want to talk to people sometimes
          
          I just sometimes need a reminder to and sometimes im just braindead and want nothing more then to curl in a blanket and perish 
          
          Also Im afraid of being like
          Pushy? I guess 
          Like I dont want to be seen as annoying 
          
          So yeah anygay stay safe get, vaccinated if possible, and wear a mask 
          
          

You ever just get so sad that the only coping mechanism is blowing up a country? 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Basically insanebur lore 

I was eating lunch talking about the blood god\sending memes about him with my friend and then I got a free period
          
          Blood god is real yall  
          
          Also because I got like 2 hours of sleep I can rest and thats awesome 

I ended up getting 2 hours but im at school now so spain without the i