Depressed_Pierogi_

Hi, i just wanted to stop and say i am so sorry if ive came across as a dick ever since we broke up, i dont mean to be rude and I hope you know that, i just suck at communicating my feelings and things have been confusing lately. Between figuring out im trans and trying to come out to people and figuring out a new name, as well as life itself, the fact that im neurodivergent and still trying to fix my vitamin d, therefore i dont feel good most of the time, i get overwhelmed easily and things come out wrong. Listen, i do not hate you, im just frustrated with both you and myself, and im not ready to talk quite yet other than explaining myself. I just need you to know that i need space and idk when ill be ready to talk again, i hope you understand. Besides all this i hope youre doing well

Hey srry I'm leaving again but u can always TTM via insta

hello lovely follower! no pressure whatsoever but if you’d be willing to vote on chapter 34 of my fic called spring morning, i’d be incredibly thankful to you. again no worries if you’re not interested! tysm and have an amazing day! ❤️

Okay so there's this girl im friends with and like we kinda made out, but I suck at keeping things lowk so idk what to do 
          
          I dont think I have a crush on her, bc i don't feel like what I've felt with anyone I've dated or wtv, but im like obsessed in a chill way lol. And its not just that I crave her for her body. She's fun to be around and just gets me. We were friends for like two days and I already was texting her shit I still can't comfortably text my bsf. She's well spoken, nice family and not problematic, lots of the same interests. When im not around her there's always this lingering thought of her in my mind, and this dull drilling ache in my body that only eases up when Im close to her. Im getting too clingy. Im scared im gonna fuck it all up and all of my other relationships in the process. Idk 
          
          
          Side note, she has the prettiest eyes I've ever seen like genuinely- these big beautiful deep brown eyes that just seem to know everything in such a gentle manner. And her body is fucking perfect. Not even in a turns-me-on way, just- wow- shes so much taller than me, and the most perfect waist. Her hands in my hair, on my neck and waist- feels like heaven. 
          
          Idk, the whole situation is weird. She doesn't turn me on like others, its just this whole body attraction, like magnets, and my body just wants to surrender to her before she even touches me. It's strange and scary. But I don't think I want any of it to stop. 
          
          
          RAAAAAHHHH IM SO GAY HELP

Im tweaking out you guys too much is going on *sobs* she's too cute I actually held her hand for the first time and shit, we hung out at the library, I got a new friend, school's good, shit should be great, right?
          
          My boss quit. Bruh she was like one of those aunties/bsf/mom/therapist ppl she was fucking fantastic and now i have to deal with shitty teens, rude ass kids and 20 sums that dont know how to do their job. And istg if that old hag is still here and she didnt quit after K quit, im gonna quit myself. Now I get no more cute baby photos :< 

Just finished watching ssn2 ep3 of xo kitty and holy ficking shit im trying not to sob my eyes out while my cousins asleep 
          
          ALSO KITTY AND YURI HELLO??!! YURI IK YALL AINT SPEAKING BUT WHAT HAPPENED TO JULIANNA KITTY WAS FINALLY STATTING TO MOVE ON AND YOU PULL THIS AND INFRONT OF MY BOY MINHO TOO COME ONNNNNN JAJSOENDKSKAJQKSJS *AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*

Peoples of wp- feel free to rant here :3 I'm asking for you to lmaooo