Depressed_Pierogi_

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Okay so there's this girl im friends with and like we kinda made out, but I suck at keeping things lowk so idk what to do 
          	
          	I dont think I have a crush on her, bc i don't feel like what I've felt with anyone I've dated or wtv, but im like obsessed in a chill way lol. And its not just that I crave her for her body. She's fun to be around and just gets me. We were friends for like two days and I already was texting her shit I still can't comfortably text my bsf. She's well spoken, nice family and not problematic, lots of the same interests. When im not around her there's always this lingering thought of her in my mind, and this dull drilling ache in my body that only eases up when Im close to her. Im getting too clingy. Im scared im gonna fuck it all up and all of my other relationships in the process. Idk 
          	
          	
          	Side note, she has the prettiest eyes I've ever seen like genuinely- these big beautiful deep brown eyes that just seem to know everything in such a gentle manner. And her body is fucking perfect. Not even in a turns-me-on way, just- wow- shes so much taller than me, and the most perfect waist. Her hands in my hair, on my neck and waist- feels like heaven. 
          	
          	Idk, the whole situation is weird. She doesn't turn me on like others, its just this whole body attraction, like magnets, and my body just wants to surrender to her before she even touches me. It's strange and scary. But I don't think I want any of it to stop. 
          	
          	
          	RAAAAAHHHH IM SO GAY HELP

Depressed_Pierogi_

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Okay so there's this girl im friends with and like we kinda made out, but I suck at keeping things lowk so idk what to do 
          
          I dont think I have a crush on her, bc i don't feel like what I've felt with anyone I've dated or wtv, but im like obsessed in a chill way lol. And its not just that I crave her for her body. She's fun to be around and just gets me. We were friends for like two days and I already was texting her shit I still can't comfortably text my bsf. She's well spoken, nice family and not problematic, lots of the same interests. When im not around her there's always this lingering thought of her in my mind, and this dull drilling ache in my body that only eases up when Im close to her. Im getting too clingy. Im scared im gonna fuck it all up and all of my other relationships in the process. Idk 
          
          
          Side note, she has the prettiest eyes I've ever seen like genuinely- these big beautiful deep brown eyes that just seem to know everything in such a gentle manner. And her body is fucking perfect. Not even in a turns-me-on way, just- wow- shes so much taller than me, and the most perfect waist. Her hands in my hair, on my neck and waist- feels like heaven. 
          
          Idk, the whole situation is weird. She doesn't turn me on like others, its just this whole body attraction, like magnets, and my body just wants to surrender to her before she even touches me. It's strange and scary. But I don't think I want any of it to stop. 
          
          
          RAAAAAHHHH IM SO GAY HELP

Depressed_Pierogi_

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Im tweaking out you guys too much is going on *sobs* she's too cute I actually held her hand for the first time and shit, we hung out at the library, I got a new friend, school's good, shit should be great, right?
          
          My boss quit. Bruh she was like one of those aunties/bsf/mom/therapist ppl she was fucking fantastic and now i have to deal with shitty teens, rude ass kids and 20 sums that dont know how to do their job. And istg if that old hag is still here and she didnt quit after K quit, im gonna quit myself. Now I get no more cute baby photos :<

Depressed_Pierogi_

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Just finished watching ssn2 ep3 of xo kitty and holy ficking shit im trying not to sob my eyes out while my cousins asleep 
          
          ALSO KITTY AND YURI HELLO??!! YURI IK YALL AINT SPEAKING BUT WHAT HAPPENED TO JULIANNA KITTY WAS FINALLY STATTING TO MOVE ON AND YOU PULL THIS AND INFRONT OF MY BOY MINHO TOO COME ONNNNNN JAJSOENDKSKAJQKSJS *AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*