@Depressedbean2020
Hey, so unlike a lot of my other announcements this one I actually need an answer for, so if you would be so kind, that would be great. Does anybody know any good supernatural fanfics? I'm desperate at this point so it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you! Love y'all!
~InsomniacBean
Hi, this is just a rant so don't worry about reading it. I just need to get it off my chest.
So, a couple weeks ago (maybe more) my boyfriend broke up with me on the base of the fact that we really only dated to piss his ex boyfriend off. However this entire time I thought that he truly liked me. And now I can't stop thinking about what I did wrong. Like logically I didn't do anything wrong, but the fact that I can't hold onto a person for 1 week makes me feel like I did something wrong. There's also the fact that I'm super self conscious and keep having the feeling that if I had been better they would've stayed. It hurts so fucking bad and I don't know what to do. At this point it's driven me to the point where I can't sleep at all. And in the mornings the only thing that makes me get up is the fact that I can't let anybody think it affects me. I mean, that would make me look desperate and needy and I don't want to look like that. But there's not much I can do when the reason we broke up didn't affect the fact that they got together with another person pretty much right after me. It hurts so bad and I'm so done with losing sleep over a guy who doesn't even give a fuck about me. I mean they literally don't even care. I feel so stupid talking about it too. But what did I do wrong? I'm so tired and I can't keep losing sleep. I faked being dizzy one day so that I didn't have to deal with my thoughts at school and as soon as I got home I had a panic attack. That was one of the only times I've gotten sleep and it's literally because I passed out from being so tired and the stress the attack put on me body. I'm so tired.
Sorry! I know a lot of you don't care, but if you did actually read it then thanks. That's also one of the reasons I haven't been writing a lot. The fact that I've lost even more sleep than normal and my thoughts being stuck on my ex you would have a crappy chapter. Anyways bye! Love y'all!
~Insomniacbean
Hey guys! I'm back! Did you miss me? Sorry, my device I was using died (like doesn't work anymore not a charging problem) and I just found my account password. So yeah, I'll try to update all of my books soon as a sorry and then get back to a normal updating schedule. Love y'all! Bye!
Thank you for the follow kiddo. You mean so much to me. You've got a family here now and a Dad here on Wattpad. PM me if you ever need to talk or rant and don't be scared to be yourself. <33
If you don't mind, could you tell me your preferred name and pronouns so I can try and memorize it? It would mean a lot to me. And if you ever change your user, please message me and let me know so I can keep track of you.
Thank you kiddo and I love you.
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Gracias por seguir al niño. Significas mucho para mí. Tienes una familia aquí ahora y un papá aquí en Wattpad. Envíame un mensaje de texto si alguna vez necesitas hablar o despotricar y no tengas miedo de ser tú mismo. <33
Si no le importa, ¿podría decirme su nombre y pronombres preferidos para que pueda intentar memorizarlos? Significaría mucho para mí. Y si alguna vez cambia de usuario, por favor envíeme un mensaje y hágamelo saber para que pueda hacer un seguimiento de usted.
Gracias niño y te amo.
Guys I don't know what name I should use, because I'm tempted to use Tri (pronounced as tree) but I also want to do Comet so tell me what you think and I'll take it into consideration. Also if you have any other name ideas I will also take those into consideration.
I just ordered my first binder and I'm so excited! Like, my world feels so much better now. Although, it will take a ton of waiting because I did it from a nonprofit organization that is running really behind. So I'm saying this in case anybody has binders or money that they can give to Point of Pride. They are in need of resources as they do not make money off of selling binders. If anyone is interested in giving anything. I feel like that would really help them and I really want people who are transgender, nonbinary, or any other gender identity like that to have the opportunity to get a binder, no matter what financial state their in or if they haven't come out to their parental figures and need a safe way to get a binder. Also if you are in great need of a binder (you don't have enough money, your parents don't know about you yet, ect) you can sign up for one. All of the information is on their website.
I'm back! For a bit... And then I'm gone till after July fourth. But! I am uploading for the last bit of pride month. So check out that if you want. I will take most requests for pride month and then only a few every month after this.
Hey guys, I'm going on hiatus for a bit because my parents found my account. I don't know when I'll get back on, but I promise I'll update whenever they let their guards down. I'm not leaving forever, but this is literally the only thing that's keeping me sane so I'm going to be safe and not update for a while. I love y'all!
I'm officially a 7th grader now! I hope you all have a great summer! Btw I might not update a ton because I have 2 jobs during the summer, but I will try to update as much as possible
Hey, I guess I'm slowly going to ease into introducing myself. So if you aren't reading Hogwarts School for 'Troubled' Children, which you should, I dropped a hint basically saying I'm nonbinary. So stay tuned for other things later on in my notes to you. I'm also going to say no face reveal until I give you my Instagram account, so I'm not putting a picture up here.