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Hey guys, lately I've been verrrrryyyyy unactivated. And the reason is because I was stuck in a mental hospital because of my depression. The director of my school was informed of a drawing that I drew on my notebook of myself hanging so she recommended that I went to a mental hospital not too far from my home. But now I'm out of that hell hole and back home.
My parents say to always tell them what I'm really feeling but in the past they said that crazy people have those thoughts. How the hell do they expect me to tell them and open up if they say stuff like that? They just make it worse for me to open up.
If you guys read this don't think that "Oh she just wants attention" or "what a attention whore" cause I'm not. I HATE attention, I prefer living in the shadows of my more popular "friends". School suck, and the Hospital was hell.
So I'd like to be offline for a few days before I come online again. And if I am on I only have 30 minutes so updates will be suuuuuuper slow, so please don't rush me. I'm really trying my best to be honest about my feelings and be happy again, but it makes it worse that I had to put on a little act so I could convince the doc to let me go home.
I hope you guys don't mind that I'll be offline for a while.