Karl

Como el idiota que soy, logré quemar me otra vez. Ignorando eso, aveses llorar se siente feo, lo único bueno es que las lágrimas prueban saladas y me des enfocan. Espero que todos que me conocen se vayan a la verga. Te voy a morder. Me siento como mierda y mi madre casi me tira de la casa.

I somehow managed to burn my skin and now it's a redish dark purplish colour(???). I currently have it covered in a gause since liquid is still coming out

I haven't talk/spoke to you Karl 
          If you reply to me
          I wont reply back cuz im buzy and wont playing my phone
          I will play my phone on april 
          So thats all i have to say so.... 
          Bye karl
          
          -by your friend Sky :)

I have a squid game stuffie I beat up whenever I'm upset so now it's burnt and missing a couple limbs. 

I haven't read on Wattpad in a while to the point where I forgot this app works differently than ao3 

So umm my suicide prevention safety plan has a list of unsafe things I need to be kept away from and I'm gonna tell you all the things my family ignores from the list! :)
          
          1. No sharp objects
           - I know where all potential sharp objects are and they don't look them up or hide them
          
          2. Lock all windows and my access to the roof top.
           - I know exactly how to open the roof top door plus they never locked it. And the only thing keeping me from throwing myself out the window for now is the Aircon
          
          3. Keep medication away from me 
            - I have to monitor the amount of pills I take bc my family never pays attention to that part ( I have taken away to many on some occasions)
          
          4. Supervise when using kitchen knives or cooking.
           - I cook for my siblings and my parents never care about what I do in the kitchen. ( I have tried to use the kitchen knives to harm myself)
          
          5. Refrain from triggering me 
            - they always say things about the past as if I had the best childhood and I'm just being inconsiderate and bratty
          
          6. Don't ever let me near any acholic substances or drugs 
           -(this is just because I have smoked and drank a bit before) My family owns lots of alcoholic substances and never hide them (mix that with my sleeping meds and I'm gone) plus my cousin smokes and they never supervise us when alone
          
          7. Always make sure someone knows where I am and what I'm doing (there never here and I often spend most of my time alone or caring for my siblings)
          
          8. Use cameras to check up on me 
           - we have cameras but they never use them
          
          I know I should also be trying to stop myself from this but it's hard without the help of others/family. I have been trying and I don't want to make them seem like terrible people it's just me pointing out the fact they basically don't follow the safety list or hello me when I'm not doing okay

Don't you love being a people pleaser and being easily talked into doing things I don't want to do

HEYYYY KARRLL!!!!
          HOW YOU DOIN BUDDY :) 
          LONG TIME NO SEEE!

Everytime my mother says "we need to talk" 
          I internally panic and hope that my mother doesn't
           bring up the topic of my mental health or that
           "someone told her" something about my gender Identity 
          or sexuality 

My pfp is now a very fruity person ️‍