Life is never easy, but if you believe in something you can achieve anything. The people around you and the people who love you are always there for you, they all only want the best for you. But you don't want to accept it, you always want to be perfect for others.
You try not to make mistakes and do everything you can to not hurt anyone, but you still end up hurting someone: you.
Yes, you hurt yourself, but you keep going and going. And that until you have no more strength, but you don’t care.
You start to doubt yourself and every day becomes more and more difficult for you, your fear becomes stronger every day and you don't want to go out anymore
You try to hide, but your worries remain forever. Whenever you try to ignore all your worries you hurt yourself, but this feeling just feels good.
But then the people who are important to you come into your head at that moment and then you regret everything, but you are afraid to tell anyone.
But you always ask yourself the same question: Why am I still alive? What am I doing wrong?
The people who caused you all this pain are doing everything wrong, but you have always done everything right. Yeah, you were always perfect and all the people who love you accept you. And that's why you don't deserve to suffer, it wasn't your fault in the beginning.
Be perfect as you are and don't let anyone tell you to change.
It is your life and not the life of others, you decide what you do and what you do.
Always be aware and live your life!!