Deranged Kisses

Life is a mess. Quite bluntly. My TBI is being more detrimental then ever. My horse, my absolute heart horse and other piece to my soul, I've had to free lease out for the sake of my finances. An idol who's laughter, presence, and music got me through suicide attempts and isolation has passed. 
          Saying that I am broken is an understatement. 
          Saying life is hard again is an understatement. 
          I ask for patience and for grace at this time. My heart is aching and I am tired. I of course will update when I can. 
          As always, take care of yourselves and love endlessly. 
          I adore you all.

Part two is up 
          https://www.wattpad.com/1304193385?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=DerangedKisses

My first story here has been published! If anyone wants to give it a read I would be honoured and please comment and vote https://www.wattpad.com/story/331547083?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=DerangedKisses

This is your daily reminder that you are important and that everything you do matters, so go write that novel, talk to that person, like that photo, go outside to see nature, do nothing at all, do whatever makes you happy at least once a day <3

Bit of an odd question but what's everyone's dream in life?

If you see this know how worth it you are, so hold your head high and square those shoulders. You've got this.

Hey to whoever stumbles across and sees this. Does anyone have any watty books that I should read? I'm wanting to support as many people as I can. 
          (Hoping for it not to be paid stories, they're great but there's so much talent hidden under their waves.)