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The benefits of living in Venice: since this week's Carnevale, we're gonna skip three days of school next month.

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This woman is in my house, in the living room, asking my mom for relationship advice. Now, most people see nothing wrong in doing this, friends ask friends for advice all the time, untill you rewind to last year, in which a dirty rumor about my mom, which She spread, made my dad divorce her. They got back together once everything was cleared, and this woman is now pretending nothing has happened. My mom was almost fired, yet she can't care less. If she wasn't pregnant, I would've kicked her who knows how long ago.

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Bruh I don't know how things work in your country, but I'm going to high school next year, and I gotta pay for that fucker. Pay for goddamn high school, and the cheapest one is about 200-300 euros a month. Then there's this  little fucker that lives with us hasn't payed 7 months of gas bills. 2019 is ending very well for me.

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So, about 5 minutes ago, I was in the kitchen making dinner and then a thought suddenly hit me in the gut: I don't spend much time with my siblings. Sure, I'll be there when they need me, but quality time is never spent. And my own childhood can't be in blame: I was never neglected as a child. Yes, dad was never there, and mom had to work insane hours, and not all of us got to bond a lot. But they always make up for it: mom will always ask for days off just to take me somewhere, and dad will hold off smoking even for just one day (I'm asthmatic). I was a single child since the age of #, and I was always the center of attention. And then I came to realize that my siblings had to share the attention they got from mom and dad since they're one year apart. If one of them got more attention, the other felt neglected. Such a thought makes my heart ache, but it's true; they didn't get to experience the luxury I went through. No one should be neglected, everyone deserves love, but it's hard to share it when you have two extra siblings.

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Sorry, had to get that off my chest
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