Despair_Sadge

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Have you guys ever set your mind to do something, then suddenly realize procrastinating is way more fun?
          	
          	I was gonna write a few chapters for some of my stories, but then a little voice in my head went:
          	
          	"Hey, I know you haven't actually enjoyed playing video games in a long time... BUTTTTTTTT why don't you go play some modded Terraria?"
          	
          	Fast forward 11 days later, and I've spent basically every waking hour playing Terraria Calamity. I've more than doubled my playtime.
          	
          	I'm such a fat fucking chud. Except replace "fat" with "anemic scrawny fuck."
          	
          	Anyway, I've kind of hit a roadblock in my Terraria grind. I've finished two playthroughs already (Summoner and Melee, if anyone was wondering) but both of them thoroughly mind-fucked my brain. I've never grinded Terraria that hard before, and the amount of wiki dick-riding required to figure everything out has completely drained me out of it.
          	
          	Now I don't even want to touch the other classes. Plus, post-Moon Lord bosses make me want to end it all (to put it lightly).
          	
          	The problem is that I also want to keep procrastinating.
          	
          	SO.
          	
          	Why don't one of you (or preferably several of you) raise my spirits a bit? Compliment me. Encourage me. LOVE me. I don't get that very often.
          	
          	Because deep down, I'm a lonely fuck of a shut-in who needs his ego stroked every once in a while so I don't wander into the woods and mysteriously disappear.
          	
          	And you guys don't want that do you........... ANYWAYS my health is totally up to you guys, if i don't get a single response for a whole 24 hours i will never come back and in the next 96 hours a missing person case will be filed.
          	
          	sent with love (actually don't have that in my heart),
          	Your (hopefully) favorite author

Despair_Sadge

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Have you guys ever set your mind to do something, then suddenly realize procrastinating is way more fun?
          
          I was gonna write a few chapters for some of my stories, but then a little voice in my head went:
          
          "Hey, I know you haven't actually enjoyed playing video games in a long time... BUTTTTTTTT why don't you go play some modded Terraria?"
          
          Fast forward 11 days later, and I've spent basically every waking hour playing Terraria Calamity. I've more than doubled my playtime.
          
          I'm such a fat fucking chud. Except replace "fat" with "anemic scrawny fuck."
          
          Anyway, I've kind of hit a roadblock in my Terraria grind. I've finished two playthroughs already (Summoner and Melee, if anyone was wondering) but both of them thoroughly mind-fucked my brain. I've never grinded Terraria that hard before, and the amount of wiki dick-riding required to figure everything out has completely drained me out of it.
          
          Now I don't even want to touch the other classes. Plus, post-Moon Lord bosses make me want to end it all (to put it lightly).
          
          The problem is that I also want to keep procrastinating.
          
          SO.
          
          Why don't one of you (or preferably several of you) raise my spirits a bit? Compliment me. Encourage me. LOVE me. I don't get that very often.
          
          Because deep down, I'm a lonely fuck of a shut-in who needs his ego stroked every once in a while so I don't wander into the woods and mysteriously disappear.
          
          And you guys don't want that do you........... ANYWAYS my health is totally up to you guys, if i don't get a single response for a whole 24 hours i will never come back and in the next 96 hours a missing person case will be filed.
          
          sent with love (actually don't have that in my heart),
          Your (hopefully) favorite author

mr_joe_343

Hey Sadge, I hope I'm not bothering, but I wanted to ask what do you think of the new content dropped in TCOAA last month? Assuming you ever got to see it of course.

Despair_Sadge

@mr_joe_343 hmmm I don’t think I saw any new content for TCOAA… unless you mean the preview clip for burial, then I saw that. 
            
            But anyways, anything TCOAA related that’s not a new chapter hasn’t really been on my mind, cause’ I’m just kinda waiting for the new chapter come out—so I can play it and hopefully be back to writing it after remembering how much I like the game.
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mr_joe_343

Hey there man, just checking in how are you doing

mr_joe_343

@ mr_joe_343  I am about enter the On The Job stage of my training in my new Online Job. 
            I am scared... 
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Despair_Sadge

@mr_joe_343 Other than me having finals this week, I’m feeling better. My elbow is getting better and I even updated my young justice story.
            
            How are you doing?
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Despair_Sadge

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I’m gonna be honest. I was gonna come back to finish my stories, but a week ago I got into an accident and slightly fucked my hands up—so I thought I’d wait. And just today I got into another accident on my way home from college and guess who has a broken elbow…. It’s this guy.
          
          I hate… I have life… I hate school… I hate injuries… and I hate everyone….

mr_joe_343

@Despair_Sadge Also while we wait, more content has been coming out for Andy and Leyley. So while you recover you can plan out how to implement that content. Who knows, it could help you wrap up your fanfic of that game in a way you find satisfactory.
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mr_joe_343

@Despair_Sadge Hey, hey, calm down buddy, it's just a hick up. We are still here, we are still waiting. If you need more time to recovere and rest your mind we can wait some more.
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El_imperador

Hey, how's it going? I'm writing my own TCOAAL fanfic and I was wondering if you, who already writes one, could take a look and see if it's good? If it's not too much trouble, of course.

El_imperador

Thanks ☺️
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Despair_Sadge

@El_imperador yeah man, it’s got potential—it’s pretty good so far. 
            
            I’m not really someone to go to for a respected opinion, but yeah write whatever you want to write—self-acceptance matters the most, if you feel like you don’t like your own chapter then change it.
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mr_joe_343

I don't want you to abandon your TCOAAL book.
          
          I do want this book to continue, it's the best fanfic the TCOAAL has.

mr_joe_343

@Despair_Sadge At least it gives time for the Burial route of Chapter 3 of the game to come out while you take your break.
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Despair_Sadge

@mr_joe_343 like I said I don’t want to abandon the book and I will continue it later. 
            
            I just want to forget about it and stop stressing on it—cause I realized all those breaks weren’t actually breaks cause I still stressed about it everyday, so I want to just have a full break and not even think about it.
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