Destiel4life67

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like just for it to all go quiet. It would be so peaceful if would all just stop. But yet I have to remain here with all the noise, otherwise people will be upset. It would be selfish to make it stop so I don't. 
          	
          	I just sit here quietly under my desk wondering why I can't just be normal. Just get things done and not spend the whole time doing nothing and then freaking out and crying about it. It's all stupid, I should've just done it by now but I can't. It's been three hours and yet here I am with nothing to show for it.
          	
          	I hate myself.

Destiel4life67

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like just for it to all go quiet. It would be so peaceful if would all just stop. But yet I have to remain here with all the noise, otherwise people will be upset. It would be selfish to make it stop so I don't. 
          
          I just sit here quietly under my desk wondering why I can't just be normal. Just get things done and not spend the whole time doing nothing and then freaking out and crying about it. It's all stupid, I should've just done it by now but I can't. It's been three hours and yet here I am with nothing to show for it.
          
          I hate myself.

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I can't believe I've had this account since like October 2019, that's like almost 5 years ago now and a lot had changed since then I can tell ya
          
          Used to be non binary now I'm a man, then I thought I was a straight trans guy (no idea how that happened, talking about the straight bit I'm definitely sure I'm a man like 100%)
          
          Then I thought I was pansexual, then aroace and now I've settled on being gay for now 
          
          I mean come on, David Tennant? Have you seen that guy! I know, I know, I've already gone on about him already but I'm afraid you're gonna have to get used to that
          
          Anyways, I'll be back tomorrow or maybe the next day idk but soon!

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@Destiel4life67 also forgot to add that I am way less depressed than back then like damn I was bad, not saying I'm not depressed now but I'm certainly a lot better than then
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@Destiel4life67 love how wattpad still thinks any kind of numbers are a phone number lol
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Um is it just me or have like DMs disappeared on wattpad? Cause I can't seem to work out how that works anymore... Maybe I've just forgotten 
          
          I get I'm talking to nonexistent people right now but maybe someone is still around? Possibly? Idk it's seems pretty dead around here, only one person I know is even slightly active anymore

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Hi I'm back (kinda) not sure whether I'm writing or just reading, at the moment I'm just reading stuff like Lucifer fics as I have recently started watching that (I'm only on season 3 so no spoilers, tho I've accidentally already seen some spoilers anyway) 
          
          Anyhoo if I do write anything it will probably be a supernatural fanfic and will most likely be Destiel as this ship has consumed my entire life since 2022.
          
          I'm still obsessed with doctor who (duh), I was a little disappointed with the new stuff but I feel it was an improvement to Chibnall's writing at least... Also David Tennant just what a guy, also very hot, and also old enough to be my dad, whoops 
          
          Obviously I'm also very obsessed with Lucifer at the moment and have realised that Tom Ellis may have been my gay awakening (I first saw him in Miranda), I still find him very hot now, what can I say, I just love men
          
          Right that's enough now, maybe I'll post tomorrow idk, not really sure what I'm doing, so bye for now!

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Hey it's me again! I doubt any of my followers still exist at this point but if anyone happens to see this post, please go read and support this book! It's really well written and probably my favourite fic on wattpad! So please read it, if you see this of course, pretty much everyone I used to know on wattpad has left but if anyone is still here, hi, GO READ AMD SUPPORT THIS RIGHT NOW!! BECAUSE I LOVE IT!!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/164531228