DestielandValduggery

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SELF HARM MENTION ⚠️ 
          	
          	I need advice , and please don't judge...
          	So I was just self harming, I needed a release real bad, but I was trying to go a bit deeper because I literally didn't feel the first cut, which was weird itself... and it wouldn't. So I switched blades, and no matter how hard I pressed, it wasn't going deeper. And then some paper in my room scuttled across the floor, a blank piece. And I was like what the fuck? And now I don't know wether I should be worried or grateful? 
          	I mean, these last few months, I've had some bad stuff with nightmares and paranormal... and the other night, I prayed, which is something I don't do, I never believed it would work.
          	I prayed for help, for someone to talk to.
          	And then, my mum called out to ask if I was alright, randomly.
          	I told her I was fine, I didn't think much of it.
          	Then I realised.
          	And I started crying, but I wanted to make sure idk I  didn't know what I was even doing, I'm still unsure. But I prayed again, and at the time I had just set up my phone, and I got a text from an old friend.
          	
          	What if, like, I have an angel watching over me? I've probably been watching too much supernatural, but... tbh I'm more of an atheist, or was... I don't know what to think, this was really weird...
          	Any ideas what's going on? And FYI it had nothing to do with me being scared to go deeper, I've gone way deeper than that.
          	
          	
          	Sorry if this triggered anyone, that wasn't my intention! Just need some advice
          	P.s. I SWEAR IM NOT CRAZY,

celene_optimus

@DestielandValduggery I believe these are signs. I don't pretend 2 know what triggered ur self-harming, but I'm sorry 4 whatever happend. But I think ur mind is now telling u 2 stop. I totally agree with whatever anonymusstoryperson said. If u need any1 2 talk 2, just know that I'm only 1 massage away. Though I'm not very mature or wise, but I'm good at talking and I really love 2 chat on wattpad. Believe me, ur not alone with crazy stuffs going on. Praying is not weird and it does work. Although we r probably not the same religion, but it works 4 all. Keep watching Spn, it keeps me sane!!!
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BriceWhittaker

@DestielandValduggery You are special and an angel decided that you shoud never be hurt and is now watching over you.
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destielluv02

@DestielandValduggery dude ur being watched by angles and don't worry about everyone feels that way sometimes
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DestielandValduggery

this message may be offensive 
SELF HARM MENTION ⚠️ 
          
          I need advice , and please don't judge...
          So I was just self harming, I needed a release real bad, but I was trying to go a bit deeper because I literally didn't feel the first cut, which was weird itself... and it wouldn't. So I switched blades, and no matter how hard I pressed, it wasn't going deeper. And then some paper in my room scuttled across the floor, a blank piece. And I was like what the fuck? And now I don't know wether I should be worried or grateful? 
          I mean, these last few months, I've had some bad stuff with nightmares and paranormal... and the other night, I prayed, which is something I don't do, I never believed it would work.
          I prayed for help, for someone to talk to.
          And then, my mum called out to ask if I was alright, randomly.
          I told her I was fine, I didn't think much of it.
          Then I realised.
          And I started crying, but I wanted to make sure idk I  didn't know what I was even doing, I'm still unsure. But I prayed again, and at the time I had just set up my phone, and I got a text from an old friend.
          
          What if, like, I have an angel watching over me? I've probably been watching too much supernatural, but... tbh I'm more of an atheist, or was... I don't know what to think, this was really weird...
          Any ideas what's going on? And FYI it had nothing to do with me being scared to go deeper, I've gone way deeper than that.
          
          
          Sorry if this triggered anyone, that wasn't my intention! Just need some advice
          P.s. I SWEAR IM NOT CRAZY,

celene_optimus

@DestielandValduggery I believe these are signs. I don't pretend 2 know what triggered ur self-harming, but I'm sorry 4 whatever happend. But I think ur mind is now telling u 2 stop. I totally agree with whatever anonymusstoryperson said. If u need any1 2 talk 2, just know that I'm only 1 massage away. Though I'm not very mature or wise, but I'm good at talking and I really love 2 chat on wattpad. Believe me, ur not alone with crazy stuffs going on. Praying is not weird and it does work. Although we r probably not the same religion, but it works 4 all. Keep watching Spn, it keeps me sane!!!
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BriceWhittaker

@DestielandValduggery You are special and an angel decided that you shoud never be hurt and is now watching over you.
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destielluv02

@DestielandValduggery dude ur being watched by angles and don't worry about everyone feels that way sometimes
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AFanboy12

Holy, I just realized you live in Queensland! I live in Victoria XD Also, thanks for all the votes on my book! I really appreciate it!

AFanboy12

@AFanboy12 Thank youuuu!!
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DestielandValduggery

 OMG YAASSSSSS ❤️
            It's no problem, your an amazing writer! X
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