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Hey.
It's been a while, hasn't it? Over 2 years since I went radio silent. First off, I apologize for disappearing off the face of the earth for so long. I'm not going to bother giving a long winded explanation because that'd just be wasting everyone's time. In short, I burnt out. I was burning way too hot, and fuel just ran dry at one point, and I disappeared.
Some of you might notice that the 3 fanfics I had posted disappeared as well, and I have an explanation, I just need to give a bit of backstory. When I first started writing, it was I believe in the summer of my freshman year in high school, and I stopped, I think around the start of my sophomore year summer. Later on, I deleted all 3 of my works. Not unposted, deleted. There is no more trace of them outside of memory and one or two messages talking about them. I have my reasons, and you're owed an explanation.
I was embarrassed. That about sums it up. Working on Light, I lost the plot very early on, and I was pulling shit out of my ass for almost every chapter. I left it in a spot that I really didn't like. For the dark story, I was much happier with that one, but once again, I lost the plot, added things without any setup, and I genuinely cringed reading both it and light a few times during my silence. It was just plain edge, and I didn't like it. Then there's the SIVA one. For that one, I really only started working on it as a personal thing to take a break from the other 2 every now and again, and the writing was a bit... sub-par.
I don't blame anyone if you all forgot about my existence, after all I was gone for literal years. In some news with me, I graduated high school, I'm now a fully fledged adult, and I hate it.