Deviant_and_Proud
You ever get that feeling where you go to sleep and think you're gonna wake up a completely different person? That's a freaky feeling. *shudder*.
Deviant_and_Proud
Deviant_and_Proud
Since I'm gonna be at home for a while, I kinda wanna try screen writing! No idea what to write about, so any thoughts or idea's are more than welcome : ) ! Regardless of everything, I hope you're all okay and taking care of yourselves! Stay safe everyone!
Deviant_and_Proud
If I'm afraid of you, would you have the strength to stay away from me...?
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@Ariens_Angel you've seen me, Love. I can't hurt myself more than I already have. And you know I won't take that last step. Not ever.
Deviant_and_Proud
@Ariens_Angel I have so many things to say, but I need to keep them hidden away, even from myself. So I'm afraid. Of it getting out. Of it hurting you and others...
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Who wants to run away with me from this awful fucking world?
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@Ariens_Angel Dont need to plan. Just bring essentials and all the books you own and we'll be fine!
Deviant_and_Proud
@Ariens_Angel as soon as possible to the nearest star system. It so happens to be Alpha centauri
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@TheRealSpaghettiKing of course! I don't mind! So long as there's crisps brought along, then i don't mind :)
Deviant_and_Proud
Today is one of those days where I question whether 'tough love' is actually love...
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@Ariens_Angel inconsequential? Love, I live for hearing about you! Even if I go for long bouts without talking to you, I go back and read our old chats. They make me happy, they make me smile. Even if you were to tell me that you found something funny on the news, I wanna hear you ramble about it, as selfish as that sounds *hugs* don't ever tell me that your ramblings are inconsequential
Deviant_and_Proud
Maybe I should dissapear, then perhaps his life would be better...
Deviant_and_Proud
@Ariens_Angel I guess so... But not at the possibility he would turn a hand on me...
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@Deviant_and_Proud TBH I know these kinds of relationships are complicated so forgive me but he sounds like a douche, you don't gotta do Shit to make his life better especially stuff that hurts you, don't disappear. Stay. Kick his ass just by existing. Besides, we'd miss you
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I'm starting to think that my dad hates me... and its bugging me a lot. Like dude, back the fuck up and let me be me. Is that so hard to understand? Let me heal and try to get my sanity back. Fuck's sake...
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Just a random message from me, hoping that you're having a better day than I am ❤
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What if I were to put my diary on here...? Probably too clickbate-ey
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@Ariens_Angel I probably wouldn't put it up, coz no one wants to see that level of cringe xD
Deviant_and_Proud
@Ariens_Angel Your honesty is still sweet ❤ I hardly get that with being at home. My day was awesome you're welcome, Love ❤