I live in a world that hurts but I don't feel anything.

          I just live the way it is, I know I will change when I get older and go more for the darkness.

          Happiness doesnt exist for me. 

          People even call me a thing that is not human and doesn't have a gender but I don't care for that cause I agree with them, im crazy or better yet insane. 

          I'm a Monster created by Craziness and Humans.

          I |want| to kill Humans and I |want| to hurt Humans. 

          Crazy people are sent to the insane asylums and don't |want| to go but have to.

          I, on the other hand, |want| to know what it is like in a place like that

          For me, it would be laughable to me but not to normal people but I don't care.

          I love the darkness, its |better| then real life and I mean its |better| to me.

         People hate me but I don't care, my family gets in fights but I don't care of that either.

         I have no feeling to care about anyone, all I care about is wanting to kill Humans.

         I love darkness and having no one to be with or talk to. 

         I know most people try to help, which I am thankful to guys really cause it is a surprise that at least some people actually care for me. But they cant change me.
 
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