i feel like deleting this acc. i dont find happiness and pleasure of writing anymore. plus, im now not as free as when i was in school anymore. im busy with everything in my life. im not even a good mental state to continue any of my works. and i super sorry for saying this but i feel like stopping doing this, writing to be exact. i love writing, yes, ofc. it's like a part of my life but nowadays, im not happy. im so stress out and im losing myself. so please forgive me for everything. i will not continue writing anymore. Well, just in case i feel like coming back, i will. but for sure, not now. i want to find myself, collect everything and be a better me. thank you for all the support and loves. i appreciate it a lot. i really want to repay you, with everything i can. but it seems that only writing can repay yall. im sad because i need to leave. im so sorry. thank you, guys. please, if youre sad, just cry. dont hold yourself back. it only eating you out. so now, farewell, fellas. i love you so so much with all my heart. i have a big heart so take all the love. you are all loved by me. thank you.