Vincent

i miss you. 

hi, i'm here to annoy you.
          give me attention, thx. <3

let me make a thread 

i hope you're hanging on and doing fine. 
          quarantine is a little more tough on some of us than others and i know you're having a hard time rn.
          it's gonna get better soon, trust me okay? 
          you are stronger than anyone i know. so don't worry. 
          사랑해

Next time you fall asleep
          I'm kissing you awake

You're still just a soft and warm under all that cover.

You're an annoying ass 
          But I love you smh

× | inspiration... ~
          
          you're feelings are cute & inspirational to me.
          never have I seen a guy care sm abt someone he loves.
          never have I seen a guy fight for who he loves.
          never have i seen a guy want someone so bad.
          never have I seen someone as determined as you. 
          you're truly inspirational & it seizes to amaze me.
          ik u may not think none of this is true, but to me, it truly is.
          you're an inspiration to guys bc they don't do what you do.
          you try your very hardest to win the heart of the girl u love. most guys won't even blink for her, but you, you breathe, you fight, you smile, you love, you work your ass off just for her.
          to show to her that you care more abt her than any guy would. 
          some may even spit out an 'I love you' bc they think its appropriate. but you say it with meaning, the meaning no one 
          really ever understood. 
          the reason you inspire me is bc you make me realize that I 
          shouldn't fight for a guy that would even dare blink or jump in front of a train for me. you teach me that I need to stop chasing after the ones that wouldn't do the same for me.
          Vincent, no matter what you possibly say abt yourself, I see u 
          differently from everyone else. 
          this was my attempt at writing you something special & meaningful <3 
          I hope you never change. 
          
          - m

You know how I never pray, but for once I am and for you, you asshole. You better get up on your feet and start walking. Open your eyes and look at me cause damn, I'm dying seeing you in that stupid white room, with a stupid sheet on, that pungent smell of the medicines invading me. Get up, just get up and we'll go away from that goddamn place. We can go for walks again, we can laugh at Jones, we can go to your favorite coffee shop and you can play for that tournament of yours! Don't you want to sneak into the Dean's room and get those negative points off? He'd send it to your dad, otherwise ya know?
          
          Fucking hell Vincy, get the fuck up!