BOO

I am so ffffUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKINGGGGGGGGG mad at my physician >:(
          
          You know how you get those forms you fill out?? these questions that are 1-5???
          
          WELLLLL
          I did that, filled it out, fully expecting to be asked about it when my mom left the room and that it would be between me and my physician
          
          BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. She fucking decides to ask "you think you're a disappointment?" while my mom is RIGHT FUCKING THERE. I am REALLY FRIEHWJGWJR MAD. I don't want to see her again.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN, MY SPOOKERS!!!!!! What are you doing this spooky day?!?!?!
          
          Trick-or-treating????? Halloween party??? Chilling at home with 20 bags of candy you bought to watch a movie on your fantastic couch???? Listen to music while working on college stuff that is due tomorrow???? Tell meee!!!!!
          
          I'm not going trick-or-treating ;-; just wearing a costume for the fun of it.

ngl guys i'm gonna guess what i'll remember from my childhood after I graduate.
          
          1- The 2 times I ran away from home that I can remember
          2- The fear of my parents finding out I'm not straight
          3- The fear of my parents finding out most of my friends aren't straight and that my parents might not let me see them ever again
          4- That one time my dad called my friends gay while him and I were shouting at each other and I told him 'what does it matter'
          5- When my sister compared me to a 3rd grader when I was in 6th grade while she tried to teach me how to tie my shoes (i cried bc i was like 'i KNOW i suck, i KNOW i'm pathetic' and uhhh yeah)
          6- Parts of the conversations my mom has had with me abt my bad habit of pulling out hair/eyebrows/eyelashes :3
          7- The one time I was an accidental asshole who didn't think in 6th grade
          8- a few of my gay panics
          9- All the crushes I've ever had (non-fictional, irl people)
          10- August 30th (it's over now)

GUYSSSS LOOK AT THIS AUTHOR'S NOTE I FOUND ON AO3 LMAOOOOOO-
          
          "Sorry this chapter was late i ended up in the ER but am okay! The next chapter will probably also be a little late because I have the flu, which I think I caught when I was in the said ER.
          
          Whoops! Lmao"
          
          THE EMERGENCY ROOM- NAHHHH- HELp GUYSSS RGAGAAAAAAAAAgHGRHGHR

Mental Health Announcement!!!
          
          Hey guys!!! I've been looking into things for mental health that I think might include me in them :3
          
          Reminder that I have yet to be diagnosed for any of these :3 these are all educated guesses for what I might have >:3
          
          1- Dysthymia (it's a long-lasting depression with less symptoms :3)
          2- Depression (not sure on this one)
          3- ADHD  (maybe???)
          4- ADD (not sure what the difference is between 3 and 4)
          5- Autism (I get hyper and obsessed and i'm touch sensitive)
          6- Anxiety
          
          That's all I have for right now!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 o/

LMAOOOOOO guess who got stood up at their first homecoming lolllll
          
          MEEEEEE <3 I was so sad I looked for her everywhere :(
          
          we were supposed to go as friends and idk if I was supposed to pick her up or something but I didn't have her number and I didn't see her at the dance :(((((

guys help I started a new fic just now and the author chose the WORST month for me to have all the death anniversaries happen SOBBBB and the choice of day for the story to open on is UGHHHH
          
          the fic starts on August 31st- Vee's mom died and her dad abandoned her when she was six on the 15th, Luz's grandparents died in a car accident on like the 3rd, her uncle was shot on the 9th, and her dad died on the 22nd
          
          and all you guys know that the 31st is the day after we all thought Marz barz was dead ;-; thank goodness he's alive
          
          still will probably be stressed on that day tho teehee

hey there, guys gals and non-specific pals!!!! love YOUUUU!!!! look at this line I found in a TOH fix!!! D: it's from Vee's POV btw
          
          He sighs and looks back into the mirror, now focusing on his arms. They’re covered in scars, some old and faded, some newer and more prominent. He learned a long time ago that hurting himself helps dull all of the noise, for whatever reason. He doesn’t get why, and he knows it’s unhealthy, but it helps nonetheless

guys-
          guys I have stretch marks on my booty :O
          they're so prettyyyyyyyy just like meeeeeee !!!!!!!
          
          just like youuuuuu!!!!!!!

rawr