As someone who, struggles with social interactions, gatherings and more. I usually watch videos to calm me down as panic attacks increase their take on me.
Technoblade has been a help when I needed a giggle from my numb self. His sarcasm and story times about Greek mythology, helped me a lot.
He made me realize that I was a person that wasn't numb to feelings and such. I can't understand emotions and I rarely cry. So it came to a shock to me, when water started coming out of my eyes. My heart clenched when I heard the news of my comfort streamer now walking the eternal path to happiness.
I knew it was inevitable and I prepare just in case anything were to happen and- it just.. made me sad(?) I was prepare for the worst and yet I still felt hopeless at that situation.
He will always be remembered and don't worry, he's watching over us and saying "Hey nerds I finish first" he just finished the race of life before all of us.
Condolences to his family
