Fictional characters were my only friends as a kid. The things I want to do, the things I want to see might never become a reality for me. The things I don't want to do, the places I don't want to be are the things I'm forced to do and see everyday. I didn't like the past, don't care for the present, and tend to worry about the future. I have no idea where I'm going in life or what I plan to do so I'm constantly stuck with thoughts in my mind that build up over time. It's confusing, yes, but it makes life more interesting. I've done things I regret and I know I'll end up regretting choices in the future as well. I have stories to tell, both from personal experience and from the depths of my imagination. Some are depressing, yes, while others, most likely a dream I had or something I saw, are extremely stupid. So stupid it's funny. Life is a roller coaster, it has it's ups and downs, but in the end it makes one hell of a story.