I'm having a hard time coping with my thoughts.. I think I'm much more broken than I though I was.. Realizing that I have been doing same error in my life, I struggle to move forward and leave everything behind.. But like a shadow, they just kept on following me.. If I will let this continue, I'm gonna face the same insanity that haunted me before.. Never knowing where to get some help will surely cause my self to plunge into the darkness that was made just for me.. And my heart will be corrupted once more..