The pain you caused me, hurt me.
How much, I can’t express.
But it’s okay, because no matter what, I’ll still love you.
I’m drowning so deep, that I need you to pull me out.
But then I realize, you’re not there.
So, I’ll drown.
Drown so deep in my problems, that I would rather kill myself.
Atleast then, I’ll see you in heaven.
I long for your touch.
The touch that makes me feel like the safest person.
The touch that shows warmth.
The touch that shows love.
You may not be here.
But I know you’re watching over me.
Every time I a rainbow, I know you’re sharing the same happiness with me.
Every time it rains, I know you’re sharing the same grief as me.
All I wish you gave me, was time.
But, loving you even for just a second is everything I could ask for.
It’s okay, I’m not mad.
You go.
You can let go.
Death won’t do us part, because I’ll love you even in heaven.
In this generation, maybe we weren’t meant to be.
We weren’t meant to have that fairytale.
But in the next one, promise me, you’ll be waiting.
This is the end of our story.
Until next time,
- Alex
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Hey guys!
This is a dramatic monologue/poem in the perspective of Alex, my book’s main character.
This piece expresses her pain and grief from everything that has happened to her. Especially the loss of the love of her life.