Shorty ✌

Pm?

Nobody ever says goodbye anymore. Everyone just seems to disappear silently right when you need them. They drift away quietly into the distance. They never even give you an explanation to why you guys don't talk anymore. They just leave you hanging there with all these questions in your mind. They don't even have the decency to look you in the eyes anymore. And it hurts the most because these are the goodbyes that were never said. Nobody ever says goodbye anymore. People just like to leave with no warning 

The hardest thing about realizing you don't love me is that you spent so much time pretending that you did. 
          Your love was fake but the pain it caused was very real 

Sometimes crying is the only way your eyes speak when your mouth can't explain how broken your heart is 

I'm not mean. I'm brutally honest. It's not my fault the Truth hurts. 
          I'm sorry if you don't like my Honesty, but to be Fair I don't like your Lies 
          You're not upset with me. You're upset that I spoke the truth 

Goodbye are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
          And no matter where I go, it's always pouring all the same 
          These streets are filled with memories,both perfect and in pain
          And all I wanna do is love you
          But I'm the only one to blame 
          Cause today
          You walked out of my life 
          Cause today 
          Your words felt like a knife 
          But what do I know if you're leaving 
          All you did was stop the bleeding 
          But these scars will stay forever 
          And these words they have no meaning if we cannot find the feeling that we held on together
          Try your hardest to remember 
          Stay With Me 
          Or watch me bleed 
          I need you just to breathe 

I'm watching myself
          Drifting away
          A vision so darkened
          I cannot stay
          I'm reaching out wide
          Trying to catch myself before I fall
          Too little too late
          Can you save me
          
          Where do we go when we walk on light
          Who do we call at the edge of night
          Carry me close like the tear drops in your eyes
          All I can give you is memories
          Carry them with you and I'll never leave
          I'll lay my head down
          But when I lay my head down
          
          Don't let me go
          Hold me in your beating heart
          I won't let go
          Forever is not enough
          Let me lay my head down on the shadow by your side
          Don't let me go
          Hold me in your beating heart
          
          So let me freeze time
          Before it turns cold
          The moments go by
          And life goes on
          The torturous stars
          Are taking every breath I wish I held
          The love in my heart
          Is never ending 
          
          You can't see me
          But you still feel me
          I only live in your memories 
          I mean something
          Your everything 
          You lay me down
          Take me there
          

You lied?  I cried. 
          You flirt?  I hurt. 
          You wanted?  I needed.
          You forgot?  I remembered.
          You promise?  I kept it. 
          You stopped?  I started it. 
          You were done? I was trying. 
          You love me? Stop lying. 

Be careful with casp, spacemonk. He's a cheater

If I love you, I won't give up easily. Leaving is my last option, but if you push me away I will walk away knowing I gave it my all