DiamondGaze

We did get to have a small funeral for her. Just her parents, her sister, me and Blake. Hardest thing I've ever done. Now that we're back at school, our class is making a memorial for her. I will be putting my speech on it, and I will be using that same speech for the competition next term. And I think it would be nice -only if you want to- to put a message from you guys, her online friends, up on that board. Because as much as people tell you different, I consider you all closer to Grace and I than most people in my real life.
          	
          	On the call with Grace, she told us she knew she was going to die. And she thanked us for giving her a good time. Then she said to me, she had sent me a doc with details of her character and a first chapter for her story, Spirit Animals: Era of Grandeur. She hadn't settled on a surname for this girl, Evette Jade, and I'm going to keep it that way.
          	
          	I think it would be nice to include some of your characters. So if you have any characters that you can think of a way to work them in, no Great Beasts. Also, she was going to put out a character call so I'm going to do that here.
          	
          	-Male
          	-16 years old (This story people have their Nectar at 16)
          	-Any ethnicity apart from Zhongese or Stetriolan
          	-Warrior
          	-Summoner of any Great Beasts, but you have to tell me how I will work them into the story and replace them elsewhere in BOTH series, except the Four Fallen, Kovo, Gerathon or Halawir
          	- Good Luck
          	
          	Thank you....
          	
          	
          	
          	For coming to my Ted Talk. 
          	
          	
          	

DiamondGaze

@MidnightWolf_Dawn Thank you so much, you have no idea how much that means.
          	  
          	  @LadyLeonoraLesso And don't worry, your message was beautiful.
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LadyLeonoraLesso

@DiamondGaze I wish I could say something as supporting as Midnight. I’m sure Grace was a wonderful person and I’m truly sorry for your loss...
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kidskrxw

@DiamondGaze I'm so sorry . . .
          	  
          	  It's always hard to lose someone. This was really shocking for me to read. I'm glad you're back, and I would love to put a message. I'll send all my prayers to her friends and family. Though I never knew her well, I wish I did. She is a really amazing person, and that's from hardly knowing her. I'm glad she's in a better place now. R.I.P Grace, another soul that was taken away too early. But heaven needed an angel. And that angel happened to be her. </3
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DiamondGaze

We did get to have a small funeral for her. Just her parents, her sister, me and Blake. Hardest thing I've ever done. Now that we're back at school, our class is making a memorial for her. I will be putting my speech on it, and I will be using that same speech for the competition next term. And I think it would be nice -only if you want to- to put a message from you guys, her online friends, up on that board. Because as much as people tell you different, I consider you all closer to Grace and I than most people in my real life.
          
          On the call with Grace, she told us she knew she was going to die. And she thanked us for giving her a good time. Then she said to me, she had sent me a doc with details of her character and a first chapter for her story, Spirit Animals: Era of Grandeur. She hadn't settled on a surname for this girl, Evette Jade, and I'm going to keep it that way.
          
          I think it would be nice to include some of your characters. So if you have any characters that you can think of a way to work them in, no Great Beasts. Also, she was going to put out a character call so I'm going to do that here.
          
          -Male
          -16 years old (This story people have their Nectar at 16)
          -Any ethnicity apart from Zhongese or Stetriolan
          -Warrior
          -Summoner of any Great Beasts, but you have to tell me how I will work them into the story and replace them elsewhere in BOTH series, except the Four Fallen, Kovo, Gerathon or Halawir
          - Good Luck
          
          Thank you....
          
          
          
          For coming to my Ted Talk. 
          
          
          

DiamondGaze

@MidnightWolf_Dawn Thank you so much, you have no idea how much that means.
            
            @LadyLeonoraLesso And don't worry, your message was beautiful.
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LadyLeonoraLesso

@DiamondGaze I wish I could say something as supporting as Midnight. I’m sure Grace was a wonderful person and I’m truly sorry for your loss...
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kidskrxw

@DiamondGaze I'm so sorry . . .
            
            It's always hard to lose someone. This was really shocking for me to read. I'm glad you're back, and I would love to put a message. I'll send all my prayers to her friends and family. Though I never knew her well, I wish I did. She is a really amazing person, and that's from hardly knowing her. I'm glad she's in a better place now. R.I.P Grace, another soul that was taken away too early. But heaven needed an angel. And that angel happened to be her. </3
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DiamondGaze

So, yeah, I really haven't been on in a while. My life has been a roller coaster that's flown off the tracks. And I'm sorry for that, it's just been hard. All this school stuff, grief and I have a hamster now. 
          
          As I said, yeah, grief. You may of noticed that Grace stopped going on Wattpad shortly after I did. Those days before she did, I was just doing some cooking and I had this big art project during lockdown. But then... Grace got Covid-19. She was hospitalized straight away. She probably didn't tell you this, but she has really bad asthma, tourette's, croup and some other disease's.
          
          For the first weeks, no one heard from her. Not even her parents we're allowed to visit, though they had regular updates. Finally, after three weeks, we got a video call from her, Blake and I. They never would of told her why she got to call us, but she knew. She was dying. Now believe me, the worst fear I have ever felt is looking at my best friend through a phone, with all these tubes sticking out of her, knowing she was going to die. That I would never get to see her personally again. Ever. But, Blake and I, we held back our tears. I didn't know why at the time, but now I do. Because we didn't want Grace's last memory of us to be us sobbing for her. So, we gave her some happy ones. We told jokes, we played games through our phones, we told stories.
          
          And after that call ended... we never heard from her again. She was gone. My best friend, since birth, was gone.
          
          (Part 1 to My Goodbye)

LadyLeonoraLesso

@DiamondGaze Oh mg god.... I’m so sorry for your loss...
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DiamondGaze

I'm planning to make myself in WoF. I'm going to be a NightWing/SeaWing but I need a few things.
          
          1. A detailed form for me to copy-
          
          2. For my name, should I do Artemis (Greek Goddess of the Moon, also my middle name) or Katniss (a water plant, sounds like Katlyn)?
          

-mango_bxtch

@DiamondGaze 
            
            Name:
            Name meaning: 
            Alternative names: (anything else your character might be called, ex. nicknames, pet names, aliases, etc.) 
            Gender:
            Tribe:
            Age:
            Abilities: 
            Age at death:
            Cause of death:
            Sexuality:
            Family members:
            Friends:
            Partner: 
            Other important characters: (enemies? Coworkers? Teachers? etc.) 
            Rank/Occupation: (What they do, ex. Queen, Shopkeeper, etc) 
            Current Residence: (Where they live, ex. Possibility, Ice Kingdom, Summer Palace) 
            Past residence(s): 
            Height: (tall/short/small/average/etc)
            Weight: (skinny/chubby/muscular/average/etc) 
            Scale color(s): 
            Eye color(s):
            Other appearance details: (Scars? Tattoos? Jewelry? etc.)
            Positive personality traits:
            Negative personality traits:
            Strengths:
            Weaknesses:
            Likes:
            Dislikes:
            Fears: 
            Hobbies: 
            Habits: 
            Talents: 
            Opinions: (towards their tribe, other tribes, hybrids, animi, etc) 
            Queen they support: 
            Other personality details: 
            Family life: 
            Social life: 
            Childhood: (dragonethood?)
            Adulthood: 
            Other backstory details: 
            Quotes: 
            Book(s) they appear in: 
            Other: (Pets? Weapons? etc)
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DiamondGaze

Romance roleplay. Now. Can have torture but I'm terrible at it sooo-
          
          
          Using my assassin oc (I really need to make her form) Callisto-

DiamondGaze

@MidnightWolf_Dawn Ok.
            
            
            
            Arty: Dorky bean
            Callisto: Deadly bean
            Evelyn: Sassy bean
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kidskrxw

@DiamondGaze sure. And Arty doesn't have to have a spirit animal. Walker won't. And neither will I. Goodbye Naomi my dear horse-
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DiamondGaze

For the TDP Fans out there, don't hate me.
          
          
          I don't ship Rayllum. They're just not good for each other, and their "rOmAnCe PlOt" is just damn cheesy and - to my standards/memory - there's not a lot of build up. 
          
          This was short because I know those of you who have seen the show will forever hate me-

-mango_bxtch

@DiamondGaze I ship Ellis and Ezran-
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DiamondGaze

You and I, we're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky
          With you, I'm alive
          Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide
          
          So stop time right here in the moonlight
          'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes
          
          Without you, I feel broke
          Like I'm half of a whole
          Without you, I've got no hand to hold
          Without you, I feel torn
          Like a sail in a storm
          Without you, I'm just a sad song
          I'm just a sad song
          
          With you, I fall
          It's like I'm leaving all my past and silhouettes up on the wall
          With you, I'm a beautiful mess
          It's like we're standing hand and hand with all our fears up on the edge
          
          So stop time right here in the moonlight
          'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes
          
          Without you, I feel broke
          Like I'm half of a whole
          Without you, I've got no hand to hold
          Without you, I feel torn
          Like a sail in a storm
          Without you, I'm just a sad song
          You're the perfect melody
          
          The only harmony I wanna hear
          You're my favourite part of me
          With you standing next to me
          I've got nothing to fear
          
          Without you, I feel broke
          Like I'm half of a whole
          Without you, I've got no hand to hold
          Without you, I feel torn
          Like a sail in a storm
          Without you, I'm just a sad song
          
          Without you, I feel broke
          Like I'm half of a whole
          Without you, I've got no hand to hold
          Without you, I feel torn
          Like a sail in a storm
          Without you, I'm just a sad song, I'm just a sad song

DiamondGaze

You just sit all alone
          Somewhere, where its still dark in the day,
          Sheer silence and
          Your screaming demons
          Which now have become you best friends.
          
          Darkness is now what you seek
          Hoping somewhere,
          It'll fill your creeks,
          But daily as you sit and
          Not break those self created walls
          Life goes by
          While you just fall and fall.