Diana4Dana

Here we go again. Dropping in the void the emptiness inside. I wonder why I do it. Is it a cry for help? Is it a struggle to be validated? Is it a means to relieve my load? Is it therapy? Is it yet another useless thing that I do with my time instead of focusing on life itself. Is it an escape? Is it a distraction? It is an avoidance of real life? Is it loneliness? Is it hope? Is it the desire to reach out? Is it all the above or none? Is it just fake? Is it pretend? Is it madness? Well at this point it doesn’t matter. The void is not answering back. Only my echo comes back bitterly laughing. 
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AndiBlackbird

That bio is epic.

AndiBlackbird

Tally-ho!!! Lmao.
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Diana4Dana

@AndiBlackbird Best thing I’ve heard today . Go for it, full force ahead. You deserve it and so much more. And now you’ve gotten me all curious about this Brooks vibe. Ahhhh.
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AndiBlackbird

I’ve been doing really well actually. I’ve been on a sort of ‘life cleanse’ lately. Just kind of clearing out all the unneeded things from my life to make room for better things. I believe I deserve the best in 2024 and I’m not settling for anything less, did that for far too long. 
            
            Whenever you catch up on my stories, let’s just say I am very much on a ‘Brooks vibe’ right now. I’m envisioning the best for myself, whatever that may or may not be. I just want peace and happiness. 
            
            I very much wish the same for you. ♥️
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Diana4Dana

@DamningSiren Thank you for the encouraging message. Made me all warm and fuzzy ❤️. I’ll keep my fingers crossed. At least I know that I did my best in writing that proposal. It is a subject I wanted to research for the last past years both in art and academically. I’ve really put my all in writing it. I really hope that I will be accepted as without the support and structure of an university program I don’t believe that it is doable. Good luck on your graduation too. I’m sure you’ll put your brilliant brain and creativity to good use. Speaking of which, any chances to read your book again? I was really enjoying it and I was sorry to see it (and you) go.

Diana4Dana

@DamningSiren I hope everything is OK? I’ve  been more balanced in the last months and that means less poetry but more work into other projects. I’ve been brainstorming some creative minds around here to be honest, asking for their input on the subject of mental health in relationship with creativity. I’ve decided to apply for a PhD in art and that is my research proposal. Feel free to contribute to the discussion. I would love to hear your thoughts on it and the more opinions I receive the less bias my approach will be.  Now, let’s see if I can actually get in. Idk how to send those positive thoughts in the universe or something but I would sure need it as there were like 2 spots available for 200 candidates. What about you? What are your plans on Wattpad? Reading? Writing?

Diana4Dana

this message may be offensive 
@rolling-stonez Life was pretty chaotic these past few months and it will continue for some time still. I guess being busy leaves less room for overthinking so overall I could say I’ve been doing better, hence the lack of depression poems here lol. Although the bullshit and blatant greed of some people in art has been clawing away at me. Nothing beats the feeling of people wiping their feet on you while pretending that they are doing you a huge favor. One more milking cow for the art market. So hey, maybe it was anger that kept me out of depression. There is good in every evil, right?

Diana4Dana

Thank you for checking in on me. It was a wonderful surprise. I have only received three notifications though, about this message and about the like and comment on “Aged”, so no excuses necessary. Not that it ever would be, notifications from you are a joy and not a bother. I haven’t been written lately so there isn’t much to see here though.  I guess that is both good and bad.

saltoh

Good poems, they’re composed well but it’s be better if they were in 1 book

saltoh

@Diana4Dana I understand but I don’t know. Try Googling it if it helps. You don’t even need to buy it’s my own opinion and easier if they were in 1 compiled book rather than several
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Diana4Dana

@saltoh  Thank you. That means a lot to me. It is true they would be better in a book but truth is when I started writing I had no idea I will continue writing. Then after the first few were out I tried to find a way to bring them in a book but couldn’t find any such option. So I just continued... I would love to be able to add them as chapters in a book. Do you perhaps know of a way? I could of course delete them and post them all over again in a book but I would hate to loose the comments. They are only a few of them but they are meaningful to me.
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Diana4Dana

Here we go again. Dropping in the void the emptiness inside. I wonder why I do it. Is it a cry for help? Is it a struggle to be validated? Is it a means to relieve my load? Is it therapy? Is it yet another useless thing that I do with my time instead of focusing on life itself. Is it an escape? Is it a distraction? It is an avoidance of real life? Is it loneliness? Is it hope? Is it the desire to reach out? Is it all the above or none? Is it just fake? Is it pretend? Is it madness? Well at this point it doesn’t matter. The void is not answering back. Only my echo comes back bitterly laughing. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/1164749802?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=Diana4Dana&wp_originator=Pltzpv5EYxKoJAbub4L3GhXVlLwXkkK5nM5HP8H%2FxcXHEQXtvNig0DvxeDN46QMqTFq6iuaPkSZBk3yeEdJTz89GinXyK30%2BoSXH5CHR%2FI3G7WFU%2F5rrbYXVyhAYmB5i