There are people I haven't talked to in what feels like years and in some cases has been years, and to those people I am sorry. I know because we don't talk you don't know but I miss you all very much and I always mean to get back in touch with you but never do, because there are new people, and that is not to say you don't mean something to me anymore because I would not be the person I am today without many of you. I wish I could take things back and I wish people could have been different and so so so many other things but that was then and this is now, and this has been hands down on of the best Christmas's I've had in a long time I did almost nothing but sit with family and talk to friends but I wouldn't have it any other way. Thank all of you, and happy holidays to anyone and everyone reading this.