Shit is getting real. There is I think less than 5 chapters with Bucky and Maddie before you get to met Sydney and James, and it makes me not want to close their story but I know I have to. I’m 35 chapters in for Sydney and James so I feel comfortable enough starting their story once I end Bucky and Maddie, but the time is coming, and I hope you all loved them as much as I did and that you love Sydney and James just the same. I have been writing about Maddie and Bucky now since August of 2021, it’s been almost 5 years with them and that story needs to come to an end, I’m going to do my absolute best to make the last few chapters amazing and beautiful for them and for you. Thank you all for being here through their love story and for being there during my slow and crazy times. Love you all 

Sebastian is apparently going to be a dad and I’m not okay. 

I swear on my life I was going to post tonight and then me and mom started drinking and I’m took messed up to write anything. I am so sorry my French toasts 

I'm still here and I've been rereading Maddie and Bucky's story and I am getting so emotional from it, I'm thinking of all the other stuff I could have added, all the other ways this story could've gone. I can't believe there is only a few more chapters and then I have to begin Rivals, which I am so excited for but I am so worried it won't be perfect, I know it won't be, but I don't want stupid mistakes. We're nearing the end, and I don't think I'm ready.

Omg you like ouat to my favs are rumplestilskin and hook

Oh my god I don’t understand how I had more time in school to write than now when I only have work but something always comes up. I have a chapter almost ready but I still need to write the SMUT so I’m hoping in about 20 hours or so to have the chapter up maybe even less. But I got really sick this weekend and I’m exhausted right now, even though I’ve only been awake for 5 hours. 

I WILL POST TOMORROW GIVE ME 24 HOURS!!!

Everytime I try and put time aside to write something happens, I have either to take an animal to the vet, meet up for selling or buying things online, unpacking, laundry, cleaning, trying to figure out how my dog is getting out of the yard, waiting for maintenance crew, pick up my siblings, help my uncle, court, like oh my god. Im trying yall I am 

Second update!!!!!! Scroll down for the first part!!!!
          I want to make sure I limit the amount of holes in the story for Sydney and James cause I know there is a lot in Bucky and Maddie’s and I hate it because that wasn’t my intention of course but I wanted to post so much to keep my engagement up with everyone and it left many holes and I apologize for that. With that I do want to talk about you all, I miss when I was able to talk to you all in the private messaging and get to know all of you and get your all opinions on the chapter without others seeing and I miss that and I will admit I am sad to see my views declining at one point I was getting almost a thousand views a chapter and they have diminished and they have really diminished this year and that’s on me and I am trying to post more to keep you all here not because I want it but because you all deserve to experience the ending of this wonderful couple. I do know all your usernames and I love seeing you all sticking around since some of you the very beginning of 2020 and it makes me very happy to know I still have some of you here with me through thick and thin. I appreciate you all so so much and I think about you all, all the time. I wish I could hug all of you and do a big like chat room and talk to you all. Thank you all please stay with me this hopefully bumpy road should end soon. I love you crazy French Toasts! ❤️❤️❤️

Update. OH MY GOD THIS IS THIRD TIME TRYING TO DO THIS. 
          alright quick updates because I can’t write this for a 4th time. 
          1.) I have a chapter coming 
          2.) I am trying to be consistent in posting but shit keeps happening such as
          3.)I am moving out my dad house to move into another house and now I got rent and utilities 
          4.) I tested positive for a cancer screening so I might have cancer I have a another testing happening soon 
          5.) I’m working 7 days a week and I’m exhausted 
          Okay now I’m tired of typing numbers, I’m trying to not end Bucky and Maddie’s story because I don’t have the next story with Sydney and James ready and I want to be much better and more chapters ready before I start posting as I have big ideas for this couple. I could easily end the story in 3 chapters and that’s crazy! (1/2)