@Dianthaross_ girlie, you are here for a reason and i know how it feels to feel like that but just know that your existence means alot to the ones who love and appreciate you and even though you may feel and think that you're a disappointment, you're not a disappointment okay? You've been so strong to have been through everything and to be here, right here, right now and I'll pray for you and also, you're a wonderful creation that God has made and He has a purpose for you. And whatever you're doing right now, you're doing great okay? Don't ever let anyone say anything otherwise because you matter and remember, you're a precious gem and you're worth more than any valuable thing in this world.... I hope you're doing okay and I'll keep you in my prayers okii <333